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I sat in the bathroom crying.... Harry kisses another girl! I know we are only friends but i love him... ive known him for 15 years and 8 of those years ive loved him.... I wanted to hug him cuddle with him and kiss him call him mine but i knew he didn't like me now hes coming back home tomorrow to visit he'll prob have his little friend with him! I just wanna be the one to make him happy!! i make no one happy tho I only have one friend and she just ditches me and leaves me when she feels i cant take it anymore!! I grabbed a blade and pills and a glass of water... I sent Harry a text
To: Harry <3
I wanted to tell you ive loved you for the past 8 years your prob wont care because you kissed that w***e! bye Harry sorry i had to go this way... ill always love you <3 xoxo Ma
I hit the send button and started taking the pills... I took a whole bottle of pills. I cut myself 4... 5 ........6 7.........8................. 9........... 10.................. 11..................... 12...................... soon 18 times... i had a text message I read it from Harry..
From: Harry <3
NO BABE!! DONT IVE LOVED YOU SINCE WE METY!! ILL BE RIGHT OVER!! THAT GIRL KISSED ME!!! I SWEAR!! PLEASE DONT DO THIS MA!! I LOVE YOU!!
my mind started to get fuzzy I felt dizzy I felt my head hit something hard and the darkness took over....
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*6 days later*
I felt tears on my hand and a deep familiar britsh accent talking "Ma i love you please wake up soon! ive been home 7 days now and i regret coming to see you the day i got back! i was tired please forgive me! just please wake up?" I heard him crying he kissed my hand has he held it... I intertwined our fingers and tried opening my eyes... i couldn't! I tired speaking nothing "babe?!? squeeze my hand if you can hear me?' harry asked i squeezed his hand I felt him stand up he yelled for a nurse.... I heard 2 female voices come in... they where doing something they sliped some liquid in my mouth... a few seconds later i could see... i tried speaking "H-Harry" i said he kissed my forehead i smiled "ill leave you 2 alone for a few minutes" one of the nurses said dragging the other nurse out with her Harry smiled and thanked the nurses.. then returned his attention to me
"why did you do it?" Harry asked i looked at him "because i love you!! I thought you didn't even care about me! I don't even have a friend when your not here!! You kissed that girl and it hurt!! to much!!" i said Harry looked at me "listen I love you ive loved you for 9 years that girl kissed me!! how about i bring you on tour that way you can have 4 best friends and a boy friend?" he said i looked at him "4 best friends and a boyfriend?" i asked Harry smiled "that boyfriend being me" he said i smiled "are yo-" i was cut off "yes" harry said I smiled "yes Harry id love to be your girlfriend" i said he smiled and kissed me softly on the lips "i love you Ma" He said i smiled
i love you more babe" i said back
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