He threw Choaji across the room, and he gasped as he impacted with the shattered walls.
"I can hear him." He whispered, smile falling.
'Smile'
His face was emotionless.
'SMILE'
"I AM!" He grinned widely-madly-gripping his arms around himself in a hug,"I am.."
"Allen...." Concerned faces surrounded him.
"I-I'm fine, don't worry." He let his shaking arms fall to his sides.
"Even now, you're selfish Allen." Lavi whispered. "Let us help you!!" Lenalee cried out.
"Neah...why?"
Neah pulled the boy into a hug,"Why what dear nephew?"
He let his gaze fall to the floor.
"It hurts..a lot. Everyone leaves me..."
'They hurt you too'
"Yeah."
'Because your not worth it'
"Yeah what?" Kanda joined the conversation.
"The voice...it's right."
"?"
"I've been abandoned and hurt so so many times..."
"Allen..."
"I was in Hell before Mana...the voice was awful, always there to scream at me. And the people.." His voice wavered.
Neah tightened his grip on the boys shaking frame.
"T-the people h-hurt me so much."
'And why was that'
"I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO THEM BUT THEY STILL BEAT ME AND RAPED ME AND RIDICULED ME AND STARVED ME!!!!"
Everyone froze in shock from the revelations.
"Mana was my light, my reason for living. H-he gave me true happiness...but he eventually left me too...and the voice came back."
'I'll always be here Allen'
"I k-know.." The boy whimpered.
'Even if you don't want me to'
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The 14th
FanfictionAllen is changing into a Noah, and his fragile mental state is being shown to his friends. How will his friends react to the change, and his past that they're finally going to hear about? How will this change affect the Allen everyone knows and love...
