(Jean's POV)
"Ayy. Ang lamig."
Hindi ko alam pero bigla ko nalang inalis yung suot kong sweater at sinuot ko sakanya. Tapos bigla kong hinawakan yung kamay nya. Malapit na 1 inch apart nalang kami. Nakapikit na siya, akala nya ata hahalikan ko sya? Pero.........
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Kanina pako kinikilig dito, ewan iba yung pakiramdam. Hahaha. Parang nafafall na sakin si Michael? Assuming ako. Hahaha pero kung nafafall na siya then its better matutuloy ko na ang plano ko. Pasensya ka na talaga sa gagawin ko Michael.
Masama bako? Para sakin hindi ako. Sabi ko nyo nga Past is Past, at lagi kong dinudugtong but never forget what it taught you... Ano bang tinuro sakin ng Past ko? Masaktan. Masaktan. Masaktan. Yung lang naman e. Ewan ko ba bakit kagad sumuko sakin si Gab, ako nga ayoko e. ayoko dahil mahal na mahal ko siya. Napagod ba sya sakin? Ayy.
"Jean, I love you that's why I'm breaking up with you!"
"Gab! I can't understand! :( You love me then you're breaking up with me like seriously? What the hell is that?!"
Eto nasa utak ko naman yung pangyayari nung nakipagbreak sakin si Gab, tss bakit ganon? Tama nga siguro sila "Its not the goodbye that hurts, it's the flashback that follows.." Ang sakit e. Until now. :/
"Jean, Please just understand. God knows how much you mean to me that's why I'm here to let you go, I know without you saying, you're hurting."
Hanggang ngayon nasasaktan pa rin ako, As in.
"Yes, but its more painful if you will left me. Please don't go Gab! please."
"Jean, i need to do this, I'm sorry. Isn't it you tell me that you believe in Destiny?"
"Yes.."
"Then if we're destined to be together again, we just have to wait.."
"Wait?"
Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay?
"Yes, if we're really destined to be together, I know God will bring me back to you. But for the mean time, Please accept the fact that I really need to go..Thank you for all the memories, Jean. You'll stay here." He said tapos tinuro nya yung puso nya.
Then he kissed me in my forehead.
"Good Bye Jean"
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Sobrang painful. Sobra pero I'm still thankful kasi natuto ako. Ngayon alam ko na hindi lahat ng tao worth it mahalin. Alam ko na rin na dapat pag nagmahal wag sosobra. Ganyan talaga siguro ang buhay, hindi madali pero magiging strong ka.
BINABASA MO ANG
Heart Breaker.
Teen FictionStop falling. Stop listening. Stop worrying. Stop getting your hopes up. Stop telling yourself this one's different. Cause all of them are just the same, all of them will only break your heart. I'm just a girl. I have a heart, but they always break...
