BINABASA MO ANG

Heart Breaker.

Teen Fiction

Stop falling. Stop listening. Stop worrying. Stop getting your hopes up. Stop telling yourself this one's different. Cause all of them are just the same, all of them will only break your heart. I'm just a girl. I have a heart, but they always break...

#eun #kim #love #seoulmate

Chapter 1: I'm broken, but the hell I care?

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(JEAN's POV)

So. I guess you know me, Well I'm the famous Jean Ferrer. I’m beautiful and I know it! All of the girls in town are insecure with me. People call me "Bitch,The Third Party, or whatsoever." But The hell I care, this is me. And you guys know the reason behind it right so please don't judge me but if you do, its fine with me, I know some people nowadays are so judgmental. -_______- Urgh.

"Jean, Lasing ka na oh! Tigil mo na yan!"

"You don't care!"

"Jean, Anu ba sobra na yan! Tama na! Lasing kana!"

Sobra na daw? Grabi. May sosobra pa ba dun sa sakit na iniwan sa kin ni Gabriel? Tss. :( My heart is like a shattered glass now, only if he knew. I wish there’s a man who’s willing to make the pieces whole again.

"Clarence, Help me.. Nasasaktan nako solid! Di ko na kaya“ Sabi ko tapos di ko namalayan umiiyak na pala ako.

"Wag ka ngang umiyak diba si Jean, strong? Ikaw naman kasi e, ba't di mo nalang kalimutan si Gab!" - He said tas bigla pa syang tumawa. Haha Ang cute ni Clarence. :"">

"Clarence can you help me to forget him?" I said tapos hinawakan ko yung mukha nya. Urgh if you only see him right now tense na tense sya. Haha shock na shock. Si Clarence, he's my best friend’s boyfriend Hahaha well, remember I'm the third party.

"Stop this nonsense Jean" He said. Tapos lumayo sya sakin. Pero lumapit ulit ako sakanya.

I kissed him on his cheek.

"Jean, remember I'm your best friend boyfriend! Please you’re just drunk you don't know what you're doing!"

"No honey, I know what I'm doing, Isn't it I'm more beautiful than my best friend? Wag ka nang pakipot Clarence, I know you like me too. And guess what, the feeling is mutual :)" I said then nilapit ko yung mukha nya sakin. Where inch apart.

I supposed to kiss him, when someone shouted...

"CLARENCE!? JEAN?! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!"

That voice is from my best friend. Nung marinig ni Clarence yon, tinulak nya ko. Urgh sakit non ah! >________________< Tapos pinuntahan nya si Abigail. Abigail is my best friend.

"Abigail, let me explain...” - He said.

"I don't need your explanation Clarence!"

"But, you know me Abigail. You know I can't cheat on you!"

"Really? Then what do you think you're doing? Tas sa best friend ko pa!? Clarence let's break up!"

"What? No! Di ko kayang mawala ka sakin Abi. Mahal na mahal kita aby wag mo naman gawin sakin to? :(“

Buti pa si Clarence, ang swerte ni Abi. Sana may lalaking ganyan din sakin.

"I'm breaking up with you whether you like it or not. Clarence sawang sawa nako, lagi nalang bang ganito? You will explain, you'll say sorry but at the end you will just do the same thing, lagi mo nalang ba kong sasaktan Clarence? Sawang sawa nako! You know all of them hurt me; all of them make me feel devastated. All of them break this. Sabi ng bestfriend ko tapos tinuro nya yung heart nya. (Relate ako) All of them! Clarence! I thought you're different, but I was wrong" She said tapos bigla siyang nagwalk out at lumapit sakin then she slapped me. Urgh she’s the first one to do it! >____________<

“Bat mo ko sinampal?”

“Cause you deserve it! Best friend pa naman kita! Sana di nalang ikaw naging bestfriend ko!”

“Bakit ano bang ginawa ko ah?!”

“Ano ginawa mo? You supposed to kiss my boyfriend right, I mean my ex boyfriend, now ask me that question again?! Ask me!” First time nagalit sakin ang bestfriend ko L Lasing lang ako. Ganito pala pag lasing hindi mo alam yung ginagawa mo. Promise di ko man sinasadya yung ginawa ko kay Clarence kanina.

“I’m sorry” I know madalang lang ako magsorry. Pero kasi mahalaga bestfriend ko sakin e.Hayaan ko na muna matapakan pride ko. Just for this time.

“Wow! Sorry? Tingin mo may magagawa sorry mo! Ganyan naman kayo eh, lahat kayo, Pag may ginawang mali, Sorry, Lagi nalang. Bakit pag tinanggap ko sorry nyo di nyo na gagawin yung ginawa nyo kanina? May assurance bako? Wala diba? Wala! Nakakainis na e!”

“Abi, I’m sorry di ko naman sinasadya yung ginawa ko kanina kay Clarence“ Swear di ko talaga. Mabait nako ah! Urgh. I know I’m a bitch but my bestfriend is important to me.

“Ewan ko sayo Jean! Simula ngayon kalimutan mo na bestfriend moko!”

“What?”

“You heard it right Jean! Starting this day, I’m not your bestfriend anymore!”

Pagkatapos nun umalis na siya. Iniwan nya ko. Ayy,. Sabi ko nga ba lahat ng tao. Iiwan ako. Okay, I’m alone now! Pero wait si Clarence nilalapitan ako.

“Masaya kana Jean? Wala na kami ni Abi? Ganyan ka bang bestfriend ah?! Ba’t ganyan ka anu bang problema mo saming mga lalake? Pwede wag mo kami igaya lahat kay Gabriel! Alam mo ba’t iniwan ka nya, kasi nasasakal siya sayo Jean! Sobra ka kasing magmahal. Dapat pag nagmahal ka wag mo ibigay lahat,wag mo papasobra, Di lahat ng lalaki tulad ni Gabriel! Jean, gumising ka nga please” – Sabi nya tas bigla na siyang umalis.

“Gumising ka nga please”

Yung huling salitang binitawan ni Clarence,Anu ibig sabihin nya don? Di ko magets? Slow bako? Haha. Ayy bahala siya. Bahala sila. Lahat naman sila iniwan ako. The hell I care? Pero masakit promise. Alam mo yung pakiramdam na iniiwan ka. :( Sanay naman ako pero masakit padin.

May puso pa naman ako kahit na nagbago nako e. Nasasaktan pa din naman ako pag gumagawa akong mali. Kailan ba nila ko maiintindian? Kailan ba? Paano ba? Ayy bakit ganito ang mundo? Life is full of questions never to be answered.