Singing Away Your Pain: Renesmee Twin Story

Seeing Him

AN: Okay, so I got loads of PM's Saying how much u guys miss "Halody" thank person who commented last chapter for the mame. So, here is the chapter. Sorry if its crappy the writers block is still wearing off.

I have never been so nervous in my life. I've been giving my self a pep talk in the mirror for the last 20 minutes. That's something I never do! Probably because, I never have any moments where I need to give myself a pep talk. I hear Renesmee giving herself pep talks in the mirror all the time. And they're not even about important things, she always - you know what, we are getting off topic so I'm just gonna stop now.

Anyway, as I'm pretty sure you all know, why I have so much Anxiety right now. Today I'm going to meet Hayden. I wasn't wearing anything special, just a gray tank top, black ripped jeans, black flats and a cardigan. I had three necklaces and a black bracelet. My red hair was in its natural state, in messy waves down to my butt. I had thought about cutting it, bit then decided against it, knowing if I ever regret it, this time it won't grow back at all.

"You can do this Melody" I told myself, staring at my reflection in the mirror. I sighed and looked the clock. It was 12:30. I told Hayden to meet me at Hyde Park at 1:00. It wasn't a long walk from the house, Only about a 10-15 minute walk, depending on how fast I was. Without sparing another glance at my mirror, knowing I would stay and be late, I walked out the door. As soon as I walked out, I was immeasurably assaulted by the cool air. Its always so cold here. Good thing I decided to wear a cardigan. I wrapped it around myself, and started walking towards the park.

I was natural speed-walker so I got there with 10 minutes to spare. I remember when I was younger, and Jasper would always tell me to slow down whenever we would walk somewhere, because I would walk way to fast for a child my age. Oh, how I really miss Jasper. I wonder if Hayden told Jasper what he was doing? I wouldn't be surprised if he did. Jasper is like a snake. That guy can find out anything. But then again, those two have become closer, maybe Hayden told him willingly.

I got tired of sitting around on the beaches and decided to walk around for a sec and watch everything around me while waiting for Hayden. Cyclists were riding down the street, kids were running around and playing with other kids or parents. Adults were walking around enjoying the outside, and people were playing in the fountain, throwing coins in. There was a performer playing the guitar on the street. He was surprisingly very good. He had a whole crowd attracted to him. I listened as he sang his next song.

I'm hurting baby, I'm broken down
I need your loving, loving
I need it now
When I'm without you
I'm something weak
You got me begging, begging
I'm on my knees

I don't wanna be needing your love
I just wanna be deep in your love
And it's killing me when you're away
Ooh baby, 'cause a bullet don't care where you are
I just wanna be there where you are
And I gotta get one little taste