- GREAT . FUCKING GREAT . I GIVE UP. I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO FUCKING DO, I GAVE IT ALL I COULD. IVE BEEN STRONG FOR TOO LONG & I CANT ANY LONGER . I KNOW GIVING UP IS THE EASIEST THING YOU COULD EVER DO, BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO WAKE UP ANYMORE. I DONT WANT TO GET OUT OF BED & I DONT WANT TO KEEP TRYING & I DONT WANT TO FAIL MYSELF ANY LONGER . I JUST WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES FOREVER & DISAPPEAR .. IM NOT ONLY GIVING UP BECAUSE IM WEAK BUT BECAUSE IVE BEEN STRONG FOR TOO LONG - JUST TOO LONG . BOTTLING UP EVERYTHING - THAT HURTS . IM ALWAYS TELLING OTHER PEOPLE NOT TO GIVE UP TO KEEP GOING WHEN LIFE GETS HARD , BUT WHY CANT I TELL MYSELF THAT ? IM SORRY IM NOT THAT PERFECT DAUGHTER I WAS , IM SORRY IM NOT THAT FRIEND THATS ALWAYS THERE , IM SORRY I BROKE MY PROMISE WITH YOU , IM SORRY I WANT TO GIVE UP , IM SORRY I HIDE MY FEELINGS FROM YOU , IM SORRY I LIE & SAY IM FINE WHEN I KNOW IM REALLY NOT & IM SORRY FOR PUSHING YOU AWAY WHEN I KNOW I NEED YOU MOST . IM JUST TIRED OF BEING ALONE , I KNOW ITS MY OWN FAULT I DECIEDED TO LEAVE BUT I COULDNT TAKE IT . ITS BEEN HELL WITHOUT YOU A PART OF MY LIFE , IM SORRY IM TOO WEAK . WHY'D EVERYTHING CHANGE ? WE WERE FUCKING PERFECT - YOU TOLD ME WINNERS NEVER QUIT BUT I DONT FEEL LIKE A WINNER ANYMORE , I QUIT .. IM SORRY .
