When you set your eyes on two innocent eyes, you are drawn into a world of darkness unlike anything you've seen. I mean, I'm aware that this world doesn't inhabit sunshine and rainbows, but knowing and experiencing are two different games. This stor...
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The violent metallic taste took over my mouth. It was one night of stupidity and toxic desperation. The day a girl sacrificed herself for freedom. Bent over the toilet, vomiting signs of the new life signaling its existence. How could I be so dumb? How could I be so foolish. I fell for his loving words, even though I knew he was no good. A moment where you thought the devil would change into an angel. A moment where you thought he actually fucking cared. A moment of raw and frightened feelings convince you to settle for your surroundings. I mean, where could I go? I was nothing but a small dot compared to the powers surrounding me.
"детка, are you ok would you like me to call the doctor?"
He fucking knew what he did. This had been his plan all along to trap me. If I was trapped before, I definitely am now because he would never let me leave with his child. And how could I leave my child here with him? I wanted to slit his throat in this moment. He acted so sweet and innocent with genuine care in this moment, but he knew that this would happen. He convinced me that he used protection, but deep down, I knew he lied. How the fuck could you have fallen for such a lie?
Back to present time
Months had past, and, to be honest, everything was going smoothly. I got to hang out with my sisters; I called my mother all the time, and Kazmir had been sweet to me. I lay by the pool, watching little Anya swim with her dad in the pool. Smiles adorned their faces as I sat admiring them in their moment. Kazmir got out of the pool, kissing me softly on my lips and lifting me bridal style to lead me to the pool.
"Kaz, put me down, please!" I screamed, hoping he didn't drop me in the water. I had just gotten my hair done and was not wearing anything to protect it. He chuckled, dangling my elf like body in comparison to his over the pool.
"Anya Please tell you fadda to put me down and don't drop me in dis pool, please," I said as Anya ran up, trying to fight her dad to put me down.
He jumped in with me in his arms, wrapping my legs around his waist.
"Kazmir, I told you not to do that," I said, annoyance present in my voice.
I tried to push him off, but he held his grip around me tight, not budging. He stared at me, looking into my eyes, making this moment quite awkward. Taking in my lips, he as I passionately engulfed my lips, and for a moment I could forget everything. This moment made everything feel perfect, or maybe I was just a girl losing hope and felt there was no choice but to accept it.
"Mommy, Can I have something to eat, please? "Anya asked, causing the kiss to come to a halt.
He loosened his grip, and I got out of the pool. Kazmir decided to order pizza, and we sat at the dining table, eating.
