My dearest sunshine

33. Agastya

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I fucking hurted her. My heart shattered when i saw tears in her eyes. I am such a loser. Whenever i try to get along with someone, i destroy it. I destroyed her happiness. She cried because of me. I don't deserve to live because i hurted her.  She cried because of me. I feel like shit. My heart is aching.

"Agastya come downstairs everyone is waiting" Emily said and i nod. Emily and i are just friends. When she told me why she is here i allowed her to stay here. She is my past, it still hurt to see her everywhere but she needed my help and i couldn't denied it.

Today we are celebrating the Twenty five years of Malhotra groups. I didn't wanted to do anything but I don't want to hurt my parents. I already hurted sunshine, i don't want anyone else to get hurt because of me.

I went downstairs and saw everyone. In the group of people i feel lonely and empty. I miss her, i want her to come to me. I want to meet her. It's been almost twenty four since i saw her last time. I miss her smile, i miss the way her voice. I miss everything.

"Motherfucker, asshole" i heard Shivansh's voice. I tuned back and saw him staring at me with wide eyes.  Yesterday he helped me to found sunshine. They all came came to my home but no one told me about sunshine but shivansh is the only one who told me that she ran away from my home. He helped in searching her location, I'll be grateful to him forever for that.

"Hello to you too Shivansh" i said.

"I can't believe you are still alive" he said and i know sunshine must have told everyone about our breakup except her parents. I know she doesn't want to ruin the friendships between our parents and that's why i didn't tell anyone about our breakup of fake dating. Well it wasn't fake.

"Yeah I'm breathing. Thanks for asking" i said sarcastically. He rolled his eyes.

"You broke her heart agastya" he said seriously. I don't want to hurt her anymore that's why i did that. I know if she stays with me then I'll end up hurting her again. I don't deserve her. She deserves better. She deserve someone who love her, who can take care of her.

"I don't want to talk about it" i said. Shivansh stare at me with anger on his face.

"I wish annika would tear you ass and rip your holes" he said and left me. I swallowed and went to meet some of the guest. I saw rohit uncle and samridhi aunty. Yuvraj and maira are also with them. I looked for her  but she is not with them. She choose to ignore me well that's good for her. I went near them and touched their feet.

"Always be happy" they said and i smiled. I looked at yuvraj who is looking at me like he is ready to kill me. I saw his hands slowly turning into fist. Maira put her hands on his shoulder and he took deep breath. I decided to go away from them. I don't want any drama.

"Bhai" maira called my name.

"Yes" i said.

"I want to talk to you" she said.

"I don't h..........." I started but she cuts me off.

"My room, now" she said and went upstairs. I shook my head and sigh and went to her room. I prepared myself to listen whatever she is gonna say. I know she loves sunshine more than me.

"Maira" i said and she looked at me and then she did the last thing i expected her to do. She hugged me and i gulp.

"Are you ok Bhai?" She asked and that's when my heart melted. I want to tell her everything but somehow i controlled myself.