From Cameron:
It's both a curse and a blessing to feel everything so very deeply.
To Cameron:
What are you talking about?
From Cameron:
It's just it's hard not getting to see you everyday. I get so mad. When you left to go back to Ohio and I went back inside the house to see that I was alone yet again I broke.
From Cameron:
I'm tired of being alone.
From Cameron:
When I'm feeling like shit I crave you. You physically in person not over text or FaceTime.
To Cameron:
You think it's easy for me?
To Cameron:
I cried too when I left because I know we wouldn't hold each other for the rest of the month.
To Cameron:
I need you to try for me. If you try for me then I will try. We both need to try.
From Cameron:
I will tell you I tried and I really will try.
From Cameron:
But I can't look at the sky without seeing your face in the stars.
To Cameron:
Baby, it's okay.
From Cameron:
From this day one I will try my best to tell myself that I can make it. You're here for me.
To Cameron:
An I will tell myself that I have an amazing boy, that I love, waiting for me jut like I'm waiting for him.
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r u awake?;c.dallas
FanfictionFrom cameron: r u awake? In which a boy and girl are in a strictly late relationship. Idea from @-cartahh