night ninety-four

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From Cameron:

It's both a curse and a blessing to feel everything so very deeply.

To Cameron:

What are you talking about?

From Cameron:

It's just it's hard not getting to see you everyday. I get so mad. When you left to go back to Ohio and I went back inside the house to see that I was alone yet again I broke.

From Cameron:

I'm tired of being alone.

From Cameron:

When I'm feeling like shit I crave you. You physically in person not over text or FaceTime.

To Cameron:

You think it's easy for me?

To Cameron:

I cried too when I left because I know we wouldn't hold each other for the rest of the month.

To Cameron:

I need you to try for me. If you try for me then I will try. We both need to try.

From Cameron:

I will tell you I tried and I really will try.

From Cameron:

But I can't look at the sky without seeing your face in the stars.

To Cameron:

Baby, it's okay.

From Cameron:

From this day one I will try my best to tell myself that I can make it. You're here for me.

To Cameron:

An I will tell myself that I have an amazing boy, that I love, waiting for me jut like I'm waiting for him.

-read at 3:00am

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