my diary

my mental health is declining faster than it used to

hi! so you've basically seen my mental health progressively drain more and more throughout these 60 chapters. i think you could guess what i'm even in the hospital for. i know there's some new readers and that they'll be disappointed that im not updating alot like i used to back then, but im seriously losing any type of motivation to keep this book going. i'm so sorry, no i'm not abandoning this but no i won't be able to update a lot, i will sometimes drop by to read some fanfictions and maybe you'll find me in the comment section somewhere. hell, even typing all of this is tiring. again, sorry for such an inconvenience<3

honestly, this started off as a dump book where i didn't even expect it to get atleast fifty reads, now there's a thousand. it was all fun and games, random thoughts until a while and you reach the chapters where i start to slowly lose myself haha

im truly grateful for all of you if i ever have to really quit this. i know it's really disappointing and i'm sorry for that. i will always cherish everyone's comments even if i won't be able to reply to any of them anymore, just know that i read your comment and appreciate it ❤️

remember my old original work plot idea? well this book is probably somewhat turning into it. a girl writes in a diary and slowly loses herself, it's funny how a writer's ideas really inflict themselves on the writer.

i love you all, and for the last time in a while, goodnight and goodbye,

from valentine, inside the hospital<3