vent weeooweeoo
im trying too hard to convince myself im happy and forcing the happy go lucky personality on me
i cant keep it up bro
but i cant just break all of my effort to make myself look perfectly fine after everything i went through to keep going
im not strong. if they keep testing me im going to legitimately shatter
not like i haven't already though
im so tired of forcing false hope on myself no matter how hard i try
i struggle with health and habits everyday
every single day i wake up is one more day i burn just a little bit more and im telling you that you'll all hear i got fucking cremated because of this
its frustrating
i have so many things on my mind that i couldnt start anywhere
please dont be like me and take care of yourself
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