Hidden pain

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He run as fast as he could so just to prevent his wife from falling down from the stairs. A slight thud sound went inside Taehyung's ear as Y/n directly fall on the marble floor. Blood splattered on the floor from the back of her head. The view was like a worst nightmare for Taehyung. After reaching downstairs he fall on the floor beside Y/n. Taehyung hugged his unconscious wife in his chest tightly. His off white shirt turn red from his wife's blood.
Taehyung : Hey...Y/n wake up
He placed his hand on her wound think it might stop the bleeding. His mind stop working. He doesn't know what he'll do. Taehyung carried Y/n in his arms and run outside. He take her into the car and the manager drove to the hospital. Keeping Y/n's head in his chest Taehyung was mumbling one thing again and again
Taehyung : I'm sorry.... I'm really very sorry... please don't leave me
He was pecking her forehead time to time with his trembling lips..

It's been three days Y/n is admitted in the hospital. She didn't gain her consciousness yet. Holding her hand Taehyung was sitting beside his unconscious wife. His condition was terrible. Every passing minutes was taking his breath from him. Y/n is in her deep slumber but her husband was restless. She have no idea what she meant to him. She have no idea how much he loves her. She have no idea that he takes is every single breath just thinking about her. But it's not her fault. He never tell her this nor even showed it. Conversation is important and sometimes action speaks more than words. But in his case he can't do anything. He can't speaks sweet words to her nor show her by action that how much he loves her. He's like this. For his tragic past and lonely childhood he couldn't learn to express love. Maybe Y/n could teach him that but he doesn't give her chance to do this.. no not he, fate doesn't give them chance. He had to work hard to provide her everything since the second day of marriage and still he's working hard to fulfill her every needs not knowing what she really need. Her smile always make him happy but he doesn't know his presence make her happy. He thought giving her big house, cars, dresses and accessories will make her happy not knowing his touches make her happy. He doesn't believe in himself.. what if he couldn't take care of her well? What if he hurt her accidently? That's why he keeps lots of servants to take care of her properly not knowing they hurt her purposely. Taehyung work hard to provide Y/n everything that he thought will make her happy not knowing it's making her sad, lonely and depressed...

Holding her hand Taehyung was staring at Y/n's face with red eyes. He doesn't ate anything properly since three days and no one is here to ask him
Taehyung : Why did you do this Y/nahh.. we could've talk about the matter? Why did you take such big step suddenly?
Y/n : Suddenly? It took me five years to gain courage to do this but it was no use look I'm still alive
Taehyung widen his eyes hearing her. She slowly open her eyes and looked at Taehyung
Taehyung : When... When did you gain your consciousness?
Y/n : Few minutes ago
Taehyung : I will call the doctor
Y/n : Stop. Do you know why didn't I open my eyes as soon as I gain my consciousness
Taehyung shake his head as no
Y/n : So that you could stay with me holding my hands few minutes more
Taehyung : You want me to...
Y/n : Stay.
Taehyung nodded and both of them were just staring at each other intently. Suddenly Y/n spoke
Y/n : You're looking pale. Didn't you ate anything?
Taehyung : I... I did
Y/n : Lier. Go and eat something
Taehyung : Few minutes ago you were telling me to stay with you
Y/n : But it doesn't mean you'll stay hungry
Taehyung : But I'm not hungry
Y/n sign and glare at Taehyung.
Y/n : Help me to sit
Taehyung nodded and help her to sit. He placed the pillow on her back and help her to lean on it.
Y/n : First give me water my throat is dry like desert.
Taehyung quickly pour water on the glass and make her drink it
Y/n : Now give me the knife
She said pointing at the knife on the fruit basket. Taehyung gulp
Taehyung : Kni-Knife
Y/n : Yes knife
Taehyung : Y/n look I'm very sorry please don't do anything stupid to yourself again
Y/n : Who said I'll do anything to myself I was asking the knife for you
Taehyung : For... For me? Why?
Y/n : So that I could slit your throat. Now stop asking me questions and give me the knife
Taehyung nodded and walked towards the fruit basket. He take the knife and give it to Y/n. She took the knife in her hand and look at Taehyung
Y/n : You seriously want me to slit your throat? *Taehyung shook his head as no* then give me an apple
Taehyung sign in relief and handed her an apple. Y/n cut a piece from the apple and give it to Taehyung. She sign him to eat it. Taehyung quickly started eating. She look down and started cutting another piece.
Y/n : I'm sorry...
Taehyung : Wa-Why?
Y/n : For telling you those dirty words but trust me I wasn't in my right mind that time *she said giving another piece to him*
Taehyung : It's fine
Y/n : No it's not fine. I shouldn't yell at you by hearing the maids words but trust me I didn't believe on her when she said you tried to ra-rape her
Taehyung widen his eyes hearing her
Taehyung : What did the maid said to you
Y/n : *sign* she said you tried to rape her because I'm unable to fulfill you're needs. I couldn't give you child after seven years of marriage and hearing her I lost it and tell at you those words without thinking anything but trust me my mind wasn't working that time. I was feeling it will explore. I was angry at myself but I ended up pouring it to you
Taehyung's eyes turn red in anger hearing Y/n. He take a deep breath to control his anger out spoke calmly
Taehyung : The maid told you these things *Y/n nodded*
Y/n : I know she lied but not fully. She laid about you tried to rape her but her every word wasn't lie. It's true that as a wife I couldn't fulfill your desires, I couldn't make you a father. I couldn't do anything for you as a wife instead I be come a burden to you. *she give him another piece of apple* If you decided to leave me one day fell free to say it to me. I'll happily let you go cause I want your happiness which I'm unable give you
Taehyung : Having sexual relations and kids are necessary in marriage but it's not compulsory. I can live without having kids and I can die virgin but I cannot live without love I cannot die being unhappy. I hope you understand let me call the doctor
Saying that he walk out from the room but before that he took the knife from Y/n and placed it in a safe distance from her. Y/n blink her eyes multiple times.
Some guys walk in as soon as Taehyung left the room. Y/n's eyes widen seeing them. She smile brightly in tears and scream in happiness
Y/n : Pals..!?
Jungkook : Surprise
Rex : UoU you become more beautiful
Kevin : Girl you're looking thin didn't you eat properly
Ben : I missed you so much
Y/n : I missed you all too pals
They walk towards Y/n and patted her head one by one. So they're Taehyung's friends. Y/n and Taehyung used to live with them after their marriage. They love and adore Y/n like their little sister. They got separated when Taehyung and Y/n shifted to Australia. Now they're seeing each other after four years.
Jungkook : We couldn't control ourselves when we heard about your health-
Kevin : So we flew here in Australia as soon as possible
Taehyung come back with the doctor and the boys walk out from their.

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