Updates abt me if u even care 😼

AGGHHH

This is a book abt an angsty teen girl's thoughts, do you expect it to be happy?
(⚠️Tw⚠️)

I hate everything about myself again

My body
My brain
My heart
My thoughts
My habits

I wanna kms, I was 1 day clean and now it's 1 hour, I feel guilty and I hate it

I made plans to purge and starve myself, I'm ashamed but I stick to my word

Idk what to say

I feel guilty and selfish because I don't know if I have an actual reason to feel like this

I've remembered a time where I was a victim of COCSA, I'm still friends with her

This was kinda just a thought dump, srry abt it

Advice: drink water and wash ur asshole

-Isa