boboiboy oneshot book!

Amato Angst?

Hello, author here, so I felt like making and amato(boboiboys father) get some angst, but, not make a book, bc I wanted to make it super short so here it is

Amato pov

I was running to TEMPER A's medical room as fast as I could, once I got there I was shocked, I was.... My son..... Boboiboy......... Dead I couldn't believe my eyes, he is gone.... I should have went with him on the fight with rettak'ka, why..? It wasn't worth it for him to be more "berdikari" (I am not Malaysian, but I am pretty sure "berdikari" means "independent" correct me if I'm wrong Pls) if I had been there.... He probably wouldn't have hit his head so hard into thick ice, I could've prevented the hit(I wanted to angst for bbb to die by hitting his head too hard on the ice, because it's possible, but I don't know that logic, bc I am dumb) now... He is gone

Years later

I couldn't move on even all this time, I can't help but always remeber boboiboy.... Whenever I wake up I always looked at hit hat... The last thing I have left of him, every time I see someone fall.... I can't help but remember boboiboy falling.... I want to cry but.... I just keep it in..... I always regularly visit boboiboys grave on earth... And leave orange flowers on his grave... (if your confused, it's because boboiboy always is wearing orange, unless his in his elemental form, so I think he likes orange ALOT) at TAPOPS station... When I see the elements walking around (basically, I wanted the elements to rebell from getting a new user, so ochobot managed to let them out of the power watch, they managed to keep boboiboys looks and face, because the elements would hurt anyone who tried to put on the power watch, like halilinator electrifying the watch so it electrocuts anyone who touched it, ect) I always frown... They remind me so much of my son... But..... They aren't my son..... I didn't like being with them... Since I always see my son.... But I know he isn't them..... I know it isn't their fault.... But it hurts.... Especially Gempa.... The earth element, and also the one who acts the most like boboiboy.... Whenever I see his actions... I always see boboiboy, not Gempa..... I miss you..... Oboi.... I even know a song that is like my life right now........

Amato"if happily ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this, and all those fairy tales you thought exist"(if your wondering I think the song name is "payphone" I just heard it on YouTube sometimes and while writing this i remembered the song)

Hello, author here, so I decided to publish another chapter, so you can go read it if you want, it's about what happened yesterday, not gonna lie it's kinda deep?

Edit:so hi, I realized the lyrics wasn't "and all those fairy tales you thought exist" it was "and all those fairy tales are full of *insert S word" so yeah, sorry I didn't realize it sooner

Date made:1/25/24
Date updated:1/26/24
Date published:1/25/24