Love me [jungkook x reader x Taehyung]

The End♡

[Jae's pov]

"Happy birthday To me, Happy birthday to Jae, happy birthday 18th birthday Jae"

I sang to myself as I trailed my eyes on Eunji silently sleeping on the bed, I tugged her in her small blanket of hers before going out of the room to check on Felix and Jackson, I swang opened the door of their room and found them sleeping like cute little plushies

It's just 7 am here and also Weekend so they all ain't going to wake up this early for any reason, Combing my hair for the last time I again decided to follow my daily routine. Locking the door of the apartment I greeted the guard before making my way outside

It's been One year now, Life made me learn many things and many valuable lessons are going to stick with me forever. Mom left me but along with her Dad also left me the same day, Today's my birthday and I don't want to remember anything but still, the painful memories are fresh in my mind

The same day when Mom left us, Dad Took his last breath in the same yard from where they both started their journey, Taehyung uncle left the business world and shifted to the countryside where he now teaches the young orphan kids, He left giving me the responsibility of Felix and Jackson.

I took responsibility for Dad's business And now I'm attending online lectures at home to expand my business knowledge. Jeon Empire can never die and I've to make sure I handle it with lots of responsibilities. I'm ready to throw away my youth years to maintain our family business I know things are tough but Jeon Empire will once again rise all over Asia

The man who ruined my parents' life Namjoon, surrendered himself to the cops accepting his every deed and about his illegal business, I trusted him a lot but I never knew what kind of a person he was, Jin uncle always came to my apartment at night to have dinner with us and also to make delicious food for us, Hoseok uncle always calls me to check on me and He's almost handling the Jeon Empire outside Korea for me. I made a new bond with Jimin Hyung even though he is much older than me he makes me call him Hyung, He sometimes visits me and treats me with several foods

Ms.Hana whom maybe I will never be able to ever forgive is now in a mental asylum, been behind bars for some months she was declared mentally sick after harming her colleagues in the bar. My maternal grandparents still regret their decisions which they should, have They used to visit me often, and even Mom but later they shifted to Australia to get away from all the painful memories but they still send me help and check on me through various things

Uncle Taehyung's parents passed away in a car accident last year and my grandma passed away too due to a heart attack seven months ago. I'm left alone now, there are still suicidal thoughts and urges inside me but now I've Eunji Felix and Jackson to look upon and make their childhood the best childhood that I ever had

I had options to give the responsibility of Felix and Jackson to someone else but they're the kids Mom loved too much so as a memory to feel her warmth I let them be with me, I've some unknown bond with those kids which makes me feel home

They're the source of the last happiness in my life just Like how my Jera used to be, after the last time I never saw her again, I tried searching for her, for her warmth but then it hit me again that when was again in my lowest I was again trying to look for her and now I don't want to be selfish anymore, I hope my girl would have got some another pair of warm arms to cherish her forever

I let her go so she could get the best Man that she deserves. Time made me mature and I'm proud of myself

I smiled when realized I was already near the graveyard as I bowed to souls before entering inside with a huge smile plastered over my face to hide the urges of crying in the arms of my parents like a baby I sat in front of my mom's grave and few tears escaped through my eyes realizing they all left me alone in this cruel world to survive, wiping my tears, I promised myself that I will survive no matter what

"How are you both?" I silently whispered while lowering my gaze, I completed the last promise that I made to Dad, and just beside mom's grave dad's grave is situated too. I smiled wiping my tears

"Jae is a big boy now, He's not a baby anymore Mom, I'm missing you both Mom and Dad. I took responsibility for everything dad, Are you both proud of me? It's my 18th birthday and instead of your voice note or greeting at exactly midnight, I wished myself today in the morning. Are you both finally happy in a world where pain doesn't exist can you both grant my one wish? Can I be again your son? Can We all again be a family mom and dad? Can we again meet even just for once? I will wait for you both in another life of ours as a happy family. Jae will not cry anymore he will make you both so much proud"

Even though I said these words somewhere I wished they had never met so maybe they would have lived a happy life not together but at least with someone else and maybe I would have never existed

I proudly patted my shoulder before bowing again and just sitting there to feel even the slightest of my parent's essence, I took the last letter which Dad wrote for Mom from the pocket of my pants, While closing his eyes forever he wrote this letter to Mom in the yard. I didn't have gut reading it but after reading some more letters from Dad which he wrote for Mom and also His diary which chanted Mom's name like a holy mantra I decided to read the Last letter for Mom from Dad

I took a deep breath gathering myself together to read the letter, I smiled at them and finally collected my courage to read it maybe just for Once

To-Y/n
Hey love, They kept repeating to me that you are not here anymore but how can I convince them that my every heartbeat and breath I take is engulfed with you, Are you happy? Without any pain anymore? Are you planting flowers like you in the garden of butterflies? Are you making your canvas again love?I ruined us love, I ruined our love And maybe I will never be able to show you how much I regretted my decisions which broke us. Maybe in another life I will be the man you always desired love, I don't want to be here anymore when your essence can't be With me anymore, Your absence is killing me and now it's better to halt my breath to reach you again, The stars above me are the witness of my unconditional love for you, I want to be buried beside you six feet under the soil as our skin melts and our soul again gaze in each other in the sky.As I'm writing this letter my breath is getting slower and I'm feeling my body being stiff, I can see my end consuming me but I'm happy that before again entwining our soul my human form will write the last letter to the woman whom he loved more than anything, Atleast you were in my arms looking too peaceful my love even if it was for the last time.I'll wait till we again meet. Can you promise me to be with me again? Can You let met me hold you again? Can you Love me

The End♡