chapter 32

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You didn't have any intention to share any words with him, His closeness was enough to give you many flashbacks of your cold nights when you were all alone crying and yearning for him, the times when you begged him to not leave you or not go to Hana again and again. You never knew that the person who was your first love and whom you thought to be your last would shatter you

You were about to step on the left side but before that, his hands landed on the counter and his other hand on your other side, your eyes trailed to his inked arms which were looking more tattoed now to his eyes which were staring at you in the dark

"Move what are you doing" you Let out in a slow tone as it's not your intention to shout at him now and wake up everyone to find you both in such a position, Your hands were scrunched on your shorts as you were too much frightened to even push him, You just felt disgusting at the thought of touching him

You were sure as the way he was coming closer to you, his heartbeat was beating too fast that even you could hear it
"I SAID LEAVE" This time you shouted at his face and your hands travelled to his chest to push him off you but his right hand clutching the counter grasped your wrist in his hold

"BACK OFF Don't you dare to touch me" You wiggled in his hold only to bring him closer to you until his other hand helped his other hand to grasp your wrist and pin it behind your back

His left hand traveled his index finger on your cheek as you kept on moving yourself to free yourself from his grasp, he delicately put a few hair strands falling on your cheek behind your ear as he drew his face more closer to you, Your and his breath mixing with each other

Tears breamed through your senses when he parted your legs with his thighs and his hand which were Trailing your cheek went towards your thighs, his hands again trailed through your skin as you tried your best to at least get your hands free "S-Stop" you shuttered as you felt your throat getting tied, the more you tried to move the more you were making friction over his thighs which was steadily rubbing with your inside

"How can You move on?" You heard him after a pretty long time and this time his words were sharp and as usual dominating the way they used to be not like the tone that he used on you in the hospital at your first encounter after all these things

You knitted your brows at his words, his face got closer to your neck where some few hair strands of yours were in motion due to the slightly slow wind from the window, you felt him sniffing your fragrance as you closed your eyes tightly getting disgusted due to the slightest movements he was doing

He groaned near your ear when your hair strands fell on his face as he closed his eyes and moved a bit closer until his nose tip was rubbing against your skin which was below your ear, you felt his warmth breath over your skin closely

You shut opened your eyes when he placed his parted lip on your skin and you yanked your hands from his grip and as you got yourself free from him, you pushed his chest with all your potential and he stumbled back a little. You didn't even realize that tears were Slipping through your eyes as you wiped them with the back of your hand

You gulped when you found him kept on staring at your figure which was almost trembling as his gaze roamed above your chest, You noticed his gaze and immediately placed your hand on it and looked at him furiously

You both didn't even exchange any words further as he kept on staring at you in the dark, You gulped when you realized the night suit which you were wearing wasn't really suitable for you to be in after what he just did now also as he's your ex-husband

Without any single thought anymore you started running upstairs but you heard that he threw something made up of glass on the floor, That was the scariest thing which you encountered today

You locked the room from behind and sighed heavily seeing Taehyung sleeping peacefully, you went to him and wrapped your arms around him as your head was resting over his chest, he's a deep sleeper so even after kept on changing your position he didn't wake up but in the last his hands in sleep got wrapped around yourself giving you a sense of peace

You felt terrible when you let him touch you, You lightly sobbed on his chest and didn't know when sleep engulfed you slowly and steadily in his warmth arm
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[Y/n's pov]

I sighed heavily the dream was seriously horrible, it felt so real that for few moments I thought he really touched me, I was even confused about if it was really a dream or reality, but then again when I saw him this morning he didn't even try to look at me or did something suspicious maybe it's just me who really need some space to get myself better

I looked over at Taehyung who was in the park of the mansion, on the swing with a cup of coffee and his laptop on his lap, Jae was sitting in front of him with a pup in his arms. It was delightful to know that this morning Taehyung was trying to encourage Jae to work out with him

They easily got well together, I smiled to myself as the dream totally left my mind and I went toward the kitchen, Jae requested me to make his favorite cookies again which kind of Made me emotional, our relationship was finally getting better and healing

Since morning the only person I haven't encountered is Hana who looks like she never came out of her room, Walking toward the kitchen I saw a familiar back as chills ran down my spine thinking about that weird dream again

Sliding those weird thoughts apart from me, I opened the refrigerator and took out the strawberries and milk from the bottle, he probably noticed my figure as I felt him staring at me, I put the milk and strawberries on the counter until a maid suddenly came inside in the kitchen

"Master, Mam is calling for you" I heard her say but I Didn't budge to turn around, I kept collecting the items until I heard a few footsteps getting away, I turned around and thought they both left but lightly gasped noticing jungkook leaning over the kitchen island as his hands tugged in his pocket

A chill ran down my spine when I felt him getting closer to me, I kept stepping back even if the kitchen counter made me halt on my tries to get any back further
He drew his face closer to my ear and his breath was hitting the bare skin of my crook

I felt him sniffing me as my chest kept on rising up and down

"Some dreams ain't an illusion but the reality our eyes don't want to face but at the same time our body craves for it, heart get desperate to feel it until it's just left with nothing"

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Tbc~
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