Ryan
★ ★ ★I didn't get home until 1 am that night, and dear god did I regret it.
I flopped onto my bed and instantly fell asleep.
all of a sudden my alarm was blasting in my ear. I groaned and looked at the time. It was 5:30 am.
"I'm going to kill myself I swear" I rubbed my eyes and sat up.
I went on my phone for a while. I wanted to catch up on social media but I found myself stalking Jesse's story.
once I realized that I was stalking I rolled my eyes and finally got up to shower.
I turned the shower on and turned the water on the coldest setting to wake me up.
I undressed quickly and looked at myself in the mirror for a bit.
I looked at the bags under my eyes, my messy hair, and my chapped lips, and then let out a sigh.
"I look terrible, I need to get more sleep," I said to myself with a yawn.
My shower took around 15 minutes and by that time it was 6:10 and I needed to hurry to make it to the bus.
I lost track of time while picking out an outfit and I missed the bus.
Hey, I mean at least I look good now.
Now I just need to find a ride to school. I asked about 5 of my friends and they didn't get back to me quick enough.
So I went to my last resort. Jesse.
Luckily I still had his number because I had gotten around to blocking him.
I texted him.
Ryan: Hey, I know we both hate each other and shit but today I really need a ride, and if you could help me out that'd be great.
He responded surprisingly fast, under a minute.
Jesse: yeah, meet me outside 5 minutes.
I sighed a sigh of relief when I saw his text. I really needed the ride because it's midterms today.
I quickly put my shoes on grabbed my bookbag and phone charger and headed outside where I saw Jesse's car.
He leaned over the passenger seat and opened the door for me.
I had to admit, I was surprised he did this. He's usually a dickhead, but today he decided to act like we didn't hate each other's guts.
"Thank you for the ride" I expressed before getting into his car.
"Yeah no prob ry" he uttered.
He used my nickname. It was weird to hear it from him.
It sounded the same as I remember, the way it rolled off his tongue.
I smiled to myself and started to look out the window.
He leaned over and turned the radio on.
We sat in an awkward silence.
The ride felt like a lifetime, but in reality, it was only about 5 minutes.
"Alright ry, were here" he said, bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Oh..yeah thanks Jesse" I said and got out of the car.
He got out shortly after me and we parted ways.
I walked to my first class and took the mid-term for that class.
It was so tiring.
If I was being honest I wish Jesse was here like back in the day when we would pass notes after midterms.
Now all I have to do is look around the room, in my thoughts.
I hate Jesse so much, but I can't get this feeling of wanting to be around him to shake.
Yesterday I was much too rude to him.
I felt bad afterward, I didn't need to be so mean.
There was a lot I needed to fix about the way I treat him.
Whatever happened four years ago doesn't matter now.
We were fourteen and fifteen, and now we're seventeen and eighteen.
There's a lot of maturing between those ages, I think I'm holding on to a grudge that I don't need to anymore.
Maybe I'm the bad guy this time around.
I don't think he cares very much though, I don't think he wants to be friends anyway.
So I'll leave it alone, it doesn't matter I guess.
(A/n Ryan out here FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE😭)
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My fault.
RomanceJesse and Ryan were your typical best friends, but everything changed the first day of freshman year. now fast forward to senior year and they havent talked since. will these two enemies ever be friends again? or even more then that?