My Personal Hell

Pain of love

(Didn't do a spell check this chapter sorry)

I woke up feeling weight on me.

I open my eyes to see my daughter sleeping on my stomach.

I smiled running my fingers through her long hair.

She opened her eyes lightly rubbing them.

Noelle: Good morning.

She mumbled half asleep.

Aurora: Good morning sweetie. 

After dressing her kayana took Henry and Noelle to the park to go play so I could have some time to relax.

I decided to spend my free time sitting on a sun bed outside.

I was texting my dad updating him on everything when I heard the screen door open.

It was Tom.

I gave him a quick smile before continuing to text my dad.

He sat down next to me patiently waiting for me to finish.

When I was done I turned my phone of looking at Tom.

Tom: Everything alright?

He said looking at my phone.

Aurora: Yeah just checking on my dad.

He nodded his head then looked away from me.

Tom: I'm sorry I didn't tell you early I was with someone.

Aurora: It's perfectly fine Tom.

(No tf it's not 😡)

Aurora: How long have you been together.

Tom: We started dating 5 months after you left...

As he said that I couldn't help but feel hurt.

Aurora: Oh.

Tom: Yeah.

I start to fidget with my bracelet.

Tom: She might be my girlfriend but you and Noelle will always come first. I would instantly choose you guys over her.

I give him a soft smile before looking away from him.

Tom: Do you have a boyfriend?

Aurora: No.

Tom: Oh.

We talked more for a little bit then kayana and the kids came back.

Henry and Noelle were begging Tom to go swimming with him and he agreed.

I went into the kitchen to find stuff to cook but realized there wasn't that much so I grabbed my purse and car keys leaving to the store.

I went to the local grocery store I used to work at.

I grabbed a cart and went to the veggie section.

I grabbed a bag of apples the felt my phone buzz.

With my other hand I tried grabbing my phone but bumped into someone and I dropped the bag.

I immediately put my phone away and apologized.

??: It's fine.

The nice man said grabbing the bag and giving it back to me with a smile.