Fuck Buddies ~xxxtentacion

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6am
Jaya

I wake up with Jahseh's arms wrapped around my waist.

I sigh deeply getting up but he pulls me back down.

"Hm no stay" he mumbles with a sleepy voice.

"You need to leave" I mumble "you're confusing me"

"It's 6am I'm not going anywhere" he says closing his eyes.

"You can't just break up with me then be around me it's confusing"

"Jaya, can we go through this later I'm tired" he sighs pulling the covers over his head.

"No just please leave" I mumble.

He pulls me down onto the bed pulling me closer.

"Can you just let me sleep for a minute" he groans.

I push myself off him and he turns around with his back towards me.

"Jahseh leave!" My voice getting louder.

"Bruh I'm not leaving, I have something planned for us later just chill the fuck out and let me sleep"

"What planned?" I ask.

"Wait and see" he yawns pulling me back towards him.

"Just chill out, I'm trying to make things right" he said pulling me against him closer.

" so you're not mad at me anymore?" I ask.

"Trying not to be" he mumbles "I just don't trust you around Billie, or any other girl for that matter, since you're bi now" he mumbles. 

"I'm not bi, I was just looking for love and you wasn't providing it" I shrug getting up.

"Im going to shower" I mumble and he sits up.

"Im not tired anymore, im coming" he smiles. 

"No you're tired stay here"

"I'm coming" he says walking into the bathroom with me.

I shrug pulling my shorts off.

He tries to hold my waist but I push him away.

"You're not gonna let me shower with you?" He asks sitting on the counter.

"Fuck no, you can leave" I shrug pulling my shirt over my head.

He scans my body biting his lip. 

"We could save water by showering together, think about how good that is for the planet" he grins.

"Jah...fuck off" I sigh stepping into the shower.

"You being mad weird" he mumbles leaning against the counter.

"I'm not, I'm just tired of your bullshit" I say rubbing shampoo through my hair.

"My bullshit? Everything was fine until you fucked billie" he snaps.

I sigh deeply growing frustrated.

"Everything was not fine Jahseh, I tell you stop hitting licks, you don't listen and ski got shot.  Olivia confronts me in a store and tells me that you love black lingerie, I thought it was bullshit until you proved her right, you only fucking care about sex, you're a liar and manipulative, and while I was trying to save you from something going wrong that day, Olivia calls your phone...so yes YOUR bullshit. I snap.

"I'm not getting into all of this with you" he mumbles "I'm over it"

"Okay good so am I, you can leave...you're invading my personal space" I say.