Begin Again

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Dear ZhanZhan,

I'm writing this letter to apologize for everything that I made you go through for the past 10 years. I was horrible to you. I always made it seem like you were the crazy one or that it was your fault and I'm truly sorry. I was unfaithful from the very beginning and even though I found solace in other people, I always wanted to go back to you. I did love you, but it wasn't the same love you had towards me. You gave me so much attention from the very beginning, and I couldn't bear the thought of you giving that attention to anyone else. It made me jealous of your friends and that's why I made you push them away for my sake. I kept you alone, so that you wouldn't leave me and for that I am truly sorry. Even though our marriage will only bring you bad memories, I hope that Yanli can fill that void that I never could. I'm sorry for what I said about taking her from you. I was scared I'd never see you again so I said that to make you come back, but I would never do that to you. I saw how having her made you truly happy and brought joy back into your life. This is the last time I'll ever talk to you. I hope you can find your one true love, and I think you might have already found him, as much I hate to admit it. Seeing him so angry and upset made me realize that he truly cares about you and would do anything to see you happy. You might think that my biggest punishment was the car accident and losing my leg, but for me it's losing you. I just want to wish you and Yanli the very best. Once again I'm sorry my ZhanZhan.

Sincerely,

Wang Hao Xuan

1 Year Later

"BoBo, my BoBo," Zhan whispered in a husky voice when they pulled away from each other to catch their breaths.

Yibo kissed him one more time before making his way down his neck. He kissed and sucked and then trailed kisses down to his right nipple, then the left making his beloved moan in ecstasy. He continued his path downward to his favorite spot. The little trail from his belly button to his pubic area. He kissed gently going down and then took Zhan's throbbing member into his mouth. Zhan bit his lip and clawed into the bedsheets as Yibo sucked his throbbing member. He took it all the way deep into his mouth hitting the back of his throat and slowly pulling away.

"Mmm... BoBo... take it all in... yes... just like that... I want to cum down your throat," he managed to say between moans. Yibo did as he was told and before he knew it he felt Zhan spasm in his mouth and release the musky thick liquid into his mouth. Zhan's leg muscles tensed up and his toes curled and Yibo continued to suck on his member giving him maximum pleasure. "Swallow it all baby... it's all for you...mmmm"

Yibo licked his lips enjoying the last remnants of the orgasm. He began to spread Zhan's leg even further apart and bent down again to kiss the now flaccid member going down to his scrotum licking an invisible line all the way to Zhan's tight pink opening. He knew what would get him to stop speaking so shamelessly. Zhan's whole body tensed up as Yibo's tongue glided over his entrance. Zhan went crazy over this, so crazy that he had nothing to say but enjoy the pleasure he felt.

Yibo grabbed a hold of Zhan's thighs and lifted him up just a bit to get better access. Yibo pushed his tongue into the tight hole and began to prepare him and as he did he began to pump Zhan's member again to get him hard. Zhan was squirming under him, trying to control his moans. His fists had grabbed onto the bed sheets for dear life.

Yibo kept fucking him with his tongue, making sure to make it extra wet and then got on his knees setting himself in between his partner's legs preparing himself to enter. Zhan watched him eagerly as Yibo played with himself to get extra hard for his Zhan-ge. He bent down to kiss Zhan and as he bit his lips he thrusted into him. Zhan quickly wrapped his legs around his husband making him go in even deeper and then he placed one hand on each side of his husband's head and made him go down to his nipples. "BoBo please bite them, suck them hard, I love it when you do it... please."