Sometimes I like to stop and look back all the damage; All that shit I've done to get myself into this mess the whole point of dressing like a guy just to say "Fuck you!". To the common noob, yet all the other shit I've done from broken trust. To joining in a clan to throw it all back to square one. Yet to fight those twelve rounds to hold back my father from my master. In the end to have it thrown back in my face then returned back to that clan. Where I feel like all I do is basically just be reminded that I'm nothing yet I stay. But at the same time raised a knife to only have two people off this internet talk me into dropping it. Yet I still do feel sometimes why? Why did I even join? All I've done is slaughter and be forced to carry the burden deep within. Within a withered suit a withered body I feel the pain of those I terminated. All for what? They died for nothing but there influence there annoyance. It was not worth the bloodshed. Yet we fought it and we won. Fighting back four or five times. Yes we lost people to them but they lost more. Expect in the first war we took the excessive losses. There graves left unmarked, majority of there bodies never even recovered. As they fought and died for a dictator in senseless bloodshed. Senseless violence that no one should have fought. In the end I carry there burden there memories. I do and will forever feel there pain. As I will always carry and remember there burden in there final moments fighting an unnecessary war. Fighting with loyalty till the end. Till there end... Now it's my turn to meet the senseless bloodshed with my faith and loyalty. I've had a good run... In the end it left me suicidal and mentally unstable. But that's the price of war.. In the end it has left me more bitter and less power hungry. But also left me with the rule of a dictator with an iron fist.. In the end it turned I. DeltaTheDragon into DASC DeltaTheDrago, into a cold hearted killer.. A machine of war A true animal.. As I no longer fight for honor and integrity I fight for control.. I fight to be remembered and will die a broken animal.. "I am Delta Meta also known by my full name DeltaTheDragon Meta and this has been my thoughts.. Thanks for reading.. Stay bitter". - DeltaTheDragon Meta
