Random SiX stuff that's clogging up my brain

A Vent That I Don't Know Where To Put

I suck at everything I try and I'm ugly as hell.

I can't write when I want to and once I start when I want to, suddenly I hate writing.

I can't do art to save my life (not that that's a big argument, I wouldn't mind not waking up)

I can't focus on anything

I can't do that stupid thing where you make maps with rice, it just looks like this with me

No logic whatsoever, it's just ugly, I put like over 30 minutes into this piece of trash

I can't do cosplay, which I did for a while

I can't sculpt anything

I can't world build, which I wish I could

I can't come up with my own characters

I can't do hair styling

I can't take care of myself properly

I can't appreciate anything good

I can't speak about things I should speak about

I can't not be an asshole

I can't do any school subject

I couldn't sing, dance, act if the world depended on it

I can't speak the language of the country I've been in my whole life

I can't handle the tiniest insult

I'm uglier than should be possible

I lose weight, but you cannot see a difference

I will forever just be miserable.