TW: S/h, alcohol, implied suicide
It's time for me to go.
I'm sorry but it's true.
The life and color slowly faded out of my heavy soul.
I made myself out to be a fool, also a lier.
I said I'd stay,
But now we both know that I didn't keep my promise.
Life just got a little to much y'know?
A series of unfortunate events.
My dad was never around, drunk and high all the time.
My mom was mentally ill and took off without a will.
You were the only reason for me to stay,
Yet I still left.
It got harder as the days passed.
From the cuts I left on my wrist to the alcohol that ran through my blood.
The only things that took my mind from the emptiness that was my heart.
I couldn't keep going to you when my mood was low,
You're ill too.
You can't be my therapist, hell no one can, I can't be fixed.
I know you'll never forgive me, and I don't blame you.
Just know that I love you, I'll see you wherever we end up.
Thanks for being with me.
But it's time for me to go.
DU LIEST GERADE
My Poetry
PoesieMost of this is sad, any TW will be at the start of them I'm a 16 y/o just wanting to share some of my poetry with people other than my friends :] (Also feel free to comment any tips and how I could improve on my writing!)
