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Nightmares || Chapter 86

'Not every day we feel the same, sometimes just sitting there staring out into space is us doing our best for that day.' ~ Thunder.

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Lylas' POV:

From the moment I've been back I have felt like shit. I could tell my nightmares were taking a toll on everyone around me causing me to feel extra guilty. The week I was with Luca I could tell he was tired since he use to stay up comforting and holding me. On top of all that he still had to wake up at the crack of dawn just to get to work where he was drained even more.

Though I knew I wasn't ready to sleep on my own I wanted Luca to be able to sleep peacefully in his bed. The group had agreed on taking turns sleeping with me to comfort me through my nightmares but I hated how much I was affecting everyone around me. When I saw Luca at my dorm door I couldn't help but feel happy. I knew he was texting Sofi asking about me since he was worried which was sweet but truly not necessary but highly appreciated. I couldn't help but jump into his arms the moment I closed the door.

We were now happily laying in bed panting under the covers naked after some well needed amazing sex. It's been two weeks since I've been back and we hadn't done anything until now. I definitely needed this. Luca's hand was caressing my arm as I snuggled into him. I really missed him. Biting my bottom lip I got on top of him straddling him.

"I thought you were worn out?" He place a gentle kiss on my lips making me smile.

"Never..." I smiled and placed my hands on his face pulling him in and deepening our gentle kiss.

"OH MY GOD!" Sofi shouted making me immediately pull back.

"SOFI OUT!" I shouted covering Luca with my body as I looked back at her. She laughed closing the door behind her when she left.

"Fuck..." I sighed out before resting my forehead on Lucas shoulder. He chuckled before kissing my head.

"I should get going.." I pulled back and forced a smile. I was honestly sad to see him leave. Luca must of seen my mood change which was why he smiled pulling me close to his body by my waist.

"I'll see you soon." He kissed my cheek and I smiled nodding before getting off of him. Once he had left Sofi came back in the room rather late into the night and she wouldn't shut up about what she walked into.

"Put a sock or maybe a necktie on the door next time." She said in an amused tone.

"If I did that then everyone will know wouldn't they?" I rolled my eyes folding my arms over my chest sitting on my bed.

"Lyla you were probably moaning so loud I think they all know." I rolled my eyes smiling. Ethan walked in and I smiled even harder.

"Hey goth boy! How's the relationship?" He sat on my bed next to me leaning against the headboard with a faint smile.

"It's good, she gets me.." I found myself smiling. I haven't met her or gotten to know her name or anything but I've heard nothing but great things about her. The way Ethan smiled every time she was brought up was nothing but heartwarming. He wouldn't fully smile but his small...very small, smile said everything.

"That's good." I smiled and he nodded.

The night fell upon us and I was honestly scared to fall asleep. Inevitably the tiredness won which led to me now crying after waking up out of one of my nightmare. Ethan was comforting me holding me tightly but I honestly really and truly wanted Luca. After a good bit of comforting words, deep breaths, reassurance, and a bear grounding hug, I found myself finally relaxed against Ethan's chest.