iii. the thrill of it all.

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chapter three

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chapter three

the thrill of it all.







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The thing I enjoy most about having this crush is the thrill of it all,

The thrill of it being a secret between me myself and I. I love it, and I love when I get this panicky feeling every time I see Jaden.

School is over now, I'm over Lexi's. Reagan has gone out with Jaden.

I dont know if Jaden has text me yet. I go on Snapchat and my heart is dropping, what if he hasn't?

I open snap and there's a new chat from Jaden. I'm so nervous so I side swipe.

jaden
cindyyyyy

He's so weird. I open the message and begin to type and his bitmoji pops up straight awy.

me
jadennnnnn

He starts to type and my heart is racing at the speed of light.

"Who you texting?" Lexi asks me.

"I'm on instagram." I reply bluntly hoping she wouldn't suspect anything.

"Hm." She says, continuing to play on her video game. Jaden typing again catches my eye.

jaden
im actually so cool though if you think about it.

He's not he's a loser.

me
hows that Jaden?

jaden
cause
i got a girls Snapchat on my first day🤭

me
don't think ur cool cos of it🤣

What's that supposed to mean? That he is gonna get other girls snapchats?

jaden
I am though Cindy
anyway
i have a question

Not gonna lie I side swiped him again. Because I'm frightened for what he's gonna say, he's not even in-front of me and I get scared when he starts to type or say something.

I think I need to get over myself. My first crush has got me all lovey dovey. I love it but don't at the same time. I've gone soft.

But seriously what is his question?

me
go ahead

I sound so calm over text when in reality I'm freaking out. That's why I kinda like texting because they have no clue how I'm feeling about things in reality.

jaden
so
i have this baseball game
and i was wondering if you would wanna watch me play🤭🤭

What do the emojis mean? I dont know if this is meant to mean something. I dont know if I should tell Lexi but I'm probably gonna just keep it to myself. I'm freaking out. He asked me to go to his game! This is a massive deal for me. I'm actually so happy I'm freaking out.

I need to play it naturally though.

me
Awh
How sweet of you

jaden
Of course cindy
sooooo

me
fine I guess

jaden
cool cool
we should FaceTime later.

I didn't get the chance to side swipe and I wish I did. I've never been on FaceTime with a boy before.

me
hmm

jaden
pleaseee

I dont know if I should.

me
Sure

jaden
yay
cant wait to FaceTime my almost girlfriend

What.
The.
Hell.

me
Haha
you don't get to win me that easily
this means nothing

jaden
Ouch.
Well okay

Well it's true though. If he's gonna be my first boyfriend he doesn't get to just like that he has to earn it. I have self respect.

me
:)
text me when your home then:)

jaden
okay my girl

me
nope

jaden
Will be soon tho:)

me
is that so

jaden
Mhm
Have a bit of a crush on you can't lie

me
🤣🤣
that's actually funny

I'm never going to admit I like him back. Ever.

jaden
I will text you later Cindy

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