Gold Forever feat. mcfly

Gold Forever - Chapter 11

yo peopleess sorry i havent uploaded in a while, ive sorta been buzy with my exams and revising :L not fun. but anyhow i will try to upload and write as much as possib :) please keep fanning, commenting and votingg :) in means alot XD <3 xXxCazzaxXx

ps. i warn you that this chapter almost made me cry writing it so please feel free to stop here, grab a tissue/hankerchief/best friends shoulder(jack ;)) to cry into...this is so sad :'((

pps. please can you check out MrsMcguiness's story (i think thats how you spell it :S) shes just started one with the b-e-a-u-tiful jay mcguiness in ;) and it would be amazing if she could get some more reads and votes XD shes told me a rough story plot and it sounds great plus shes a great girl....SHE LOVES JAY!!!! which automatically put her in my gd books but yhh please vote for her <33

and on with the story...dont forget the tissues;D

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Tansy's P.O.V

i had just sat down when nathan came barging in to tell me the news. he didnt even need to finish explaining what had happened, i was out of the building in two clicks, dragging him along with me. we ran across the car park followed by a bunch of screaming girls, when we got to my car they were in the way hitting my windows and screaming. i was tempted to say some rather rude/nasty words when nathan gave me a kiss, it began to deepen when his phone went off, we pulled apart to see that all the fans had gone.

tansy - well that was easy

we laughed as he answered the phone

nathan - hello... yeah... about to leave now... ok, see you in abit

tansy - where are we going?

nathan - st annes hospital

i sped off hoping, praying, we werent too late. we ran so fast through the clean, shiny hallways of the hospital in search for carina. in the end we had to get directions, when we finally got to her room i began shaking. i dont know if i can be brave enough to see her like this. nathan opened the door and walked in and began talking to max, siva and tom who were staring sadly at jay, who was sitting on a chair next to her bed, holding her hand with his head resting on her lifeless body. i stood there, frozen in the doorway. how is this possible? it took me a while but i managed to enter and walked to the other side of the bed, so i was opposite jay. he had the only chair so i just stood up, i looked at her whole body. i dont think ive ever seen her this weak. she was still alive because the machine next to me was beeping regulary. i felt tears come down my cheek as i brought myself to touch her spare hand. she was so cold. i stroked her hand slowly whilst watching her chest rise slowly, her face was covered in cuts and bruises. she had a massive slash along her arm and a completely bandaged other arm. she had a bandage around her head and her hair was all ragged and red. blood. i shivered at the sight of her. im not going to even dare to see what damage has been done on her legs.

Tom's P.O.V

whe jay left the building we decided to leave him to calm down. siva suggested that we go and see carina, we all agreed and me, max and seev went off whilst nathan went to go and get tansy. jay wasnt there at first but he showed up a few minutes later looking very wet, he obviously walked. i walked over to the blinds and peeked outside. the rain was still pouring down really heavily when tansy and nathan came in, it took tansy a while to come in but im guessing thats because shes seeing her friend like this. we all are. tansy couldnt deal with it and went outside, nathan went after her for comfort whilst max sat on the floor with his head in his hands, siva left to go and cancel a few interviews so we couold be with carina. none of us wanted to leave her like this. eventually i was about to break the silence with a joke or something when the doctor walked in, jay shot up to face him, still holding carinas hand