tw:mentions of SH
chapter ten
Are we over for real?
Nothing hurts more like a breakup.The whole school knew. Nick must have told them.
Its been two months and two days since Ive talked to Nick and nothings the same anymore, Ive basically dropped out of school. Well not really but I haven't been in school since everyone found out.
My friends say im being overdramatic but why should I care?Tao would feel the same way for ellie and Darcy for Tara.
Everyone is saying Nick is worse than I am but they are just making me feel bad.
I finally stopped my mind from trailing off and sat up,throwing my bedcovers onto the floor.
My phone read "9:34am" meaning it would be exactly 34 minutes since school started, another day gone..My feet treaded along the cold wooden floors, making my way downstairs.
My arms and thighs still burnt from last night,just thinking about it makes me want to die. I wasted all that recovery time in the hospital a few months ago for what?
My stomach grumbled at the thought of food,how I hated it so much but my body needing it so bad, I poured myself a bowl of cornflakes, dreading to take a bite.
After I finally managed to eat breakfast I went back up stairs , no one was home..my siblings at school and parents at work. I managed to find the remote for my tv, so I spent most of my depressing day locked in my room binge watching netflix.
filler chapter because i havent updated in a while
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