the forceable love

chapter 9

I dropped him off at home as I made my way to my car looking for a hotel room as I hear a knock on my window " you okay" Spencer asked " yeah just looking for a hotel to rent till I find a place" I said " I got a guest room you can use till then it'll be cheaper" he said " are you sure" I asked " of course come on" he said as I got out following the apartment as she showed to the guest room" I'll be back " he said as he left and came back with a couple of pillows as he left as I placed my small duffel bag down as I laid down going to sleep
I'm running through the woods with a gun on my back as I hear a voice in my ear " nightshade kill" he said as I took my gun off as i raised and locked it on the target ai i pulled the trigger killing the guy then his family as I lifted " good job nightshade." he said as i made my way back to the fight. as i killed anything in my way to get the overpass as i see bucky looking down at me. As I get pulled by my hair as I turn to face the person as i see NaTasha holding my hair screaming " you're the real monster you killed thousands of people we never wanted you bucky never loved you" she said as i pushed her off as i stumbled and it changed to me standing behind a window watching the torcher bucky as they brain washed them i wanted to move wanted to say something to tell them stop but i couldn't I'm frozen in place " wonderful right he'll be a monster just like you my daughter" he said as i am takin to another scene where me and the winter soldier is laying down and I'm cuddling up to him " i love you" i said " i love you to doll" he said as i kissed him as he flipped me as he hovering over laughing " what" i asked " you actually thought i loved you" he said as he got up as i stood up " soldier you" he cuts me off " you're a monster your born to kill people you made me into this you train me to be a good soldier for them it your worse them me" he said as I'm backed up against the wall as he is chocking me " winter stop please soldier " i gasp as I'm losing breath " soldier " i yell as i bolt up as i rub my neck as spencer walk in " are you okay" he asked " yes just a bad dream " i said as he looked at me " do you want or need anything " he asked as i looked at him " thanks spence but no" i said as he went to turn to leave " wait could you please stay with me tonight i can't go back to sleep right now " i asked as he looked at me " you don't have to spencer you can leave if you feel uncomfortable with it" i said as he laughed as he looked at me " slid over rose" he said as i did and slipped under the covers as he laid on his back as placed my head on his chest as my arm wrapped around his waist as he pulled me closer to him as i fell asleep