To The Friends That Didn't Stay

Thank You For The Friendship (2020)

I'm sorry things ended so suddenly,
When neither of us wanted it to.
But things were becoming too much for me,
And I didn't know what else to do.

You're such a sweet and caring soul,
I hope that's something you know.
You deserve so much happiness,
I'm so sorry that I have to go.

One day you'll find the love of your life,
So please don't give up now.
You're so young- the world is at your feet,
You'll figure everything out, somehow.

You're so creative and talented,
No matter what you choose to do.
I thought I'd never find a friend so good,
But then god sent me you.

Thank you for helping to heal my heart,
I thought it would forever be broken.
And because of you I didn't cry each day,
Wishing I hadn't awoken.

I never loved you romantically,
But I loved you like my little brother.
You needed me and I needed you,
And then we found each other.

I told you of the girl who has my heart,
And then you did the same.
Looks like together we're a team now,
In life's cruel and twisted game.

But oh you were so very sad,
You were getting worse each day.
And in turn that made me sad as well,
So I chose to go away.

It's not that I didn't love you anymore,
Because we all know that I do,
But I'm so far away and I was always so afraid.
I couldn't bare to lose you too.

Don't listen to the people,
Who tell you you're not worthwhile.
Because for me you did the impossible,
You actually made me smile.

Someone amazing deserves your company,
A special soul deserves your grace.
I can't say when, and I can't say who-
We both know that's not my place.

Perhaps I shall cross your path again,
I'll bump into you one day,
We'll be hand in hand with the girls we love-
And I'll finally be able to say.

Thank you for everything you did,
You were my light on my darkest day.
When the world kicked me to the ground again,
You were my one reason to stay.

And thank you for the friendship,
I had never had a friend like you.
And I'm sorry I left all that time ago,
It was the hardest thing I ever had to do.