mistake (lust sans story)

•Shock

Lust sans pov:

We continued to chat until Classic came to me, he said

"lust, you was here?, I was looking for you, come, I want to introduce you to the rest of the friends"

It didn't sound like a bad idea. I agreed and told him

"Sure. Go and I will follow you"

Sans went and I asked the others for permission. I was about to leave until G grabbed me by the hand

"What's up?"

"Here take this"

He gave me a card with his number on it. I was surprised to be honest

"Take mine too"

Even Gell gave me his number. Well that was nice. I smiled at them and gave them my number and i said

"Here this is my number to call me if you need anything ok?"

I said this as I was coming out of the kitchen. I saw Sans pointing at me. He was with a group. I went to him. He started to introduce me to the others. I knew most of them, to be honest.

"So lust, this is Mafia sans , and this is Dance sans
and Dream , Swap fell sans,
Nightmare and Finally farmer sans"

"Hey"

After Sans introduced me to them, we sat down to play a card game. It was fun. Most of them asked me repeated questions like where did you come from?. What is your AU about? And I used to answer them the same questions.While they were playing I started thinking hey where's Fell? I've never seen him. Is he here? Does he know I'm here? Maybe his brother didn't let him go all the time. It doesn't matter. I don't care about him at all

"Hey guys whatcha doin?"

Hey, that's a familiar voice. It couldn't possibly be him..

"Hey Fell we're playing cards wanna join us?"

Sans said, yeah it was him I froze in my place, my body began to shiver, my heart began to beat, my soul wanted to escape I saw him he was heading towards us he sat next to classic I started to sweat what's happening to me why all this I just said I don't care about him So why all this? I kept looking at him until my eyes met his eyes here my heart started beating more I wanted to hug him so badly I missed him When he looked at me he acted like he didn't know me he ignored me the whole time it literally broke me I don't know why, but I couldn't take my eyes off him, and I knew that he felt me ​​staring at him after a while, and I was still staring at him. He got up and said

"I'll go get a drink"

I followed him with my eyes and I saw him pointing at me to follow him.

"What? Is he referring to me?"

I said to myself, I asked for permission, and I followed him. He went to the kitchen and went outside(There is a door in the kitchen that leads outside). I chased him quickly, and when I went out, I did not find him

"What the? WOH!"

I felt someone grab me and push me hard against the wall

"The fuck do you want?"

It was Noah. He was holding my arm so tightly it started to hurt

"w...what?"

I said this in a trembling tone while looking into his angry eyes

"the fuck do you WANT from me huh?"

"W-what do you mean?"

"Why were you staring at me the whole time huh? I thought I killed you two years ago but I didn't get rid of you I didn't get rid of the nightmare I didn't get rid of the mistake in my life, what do you want now? HUH?"

I started to shiver feeling tears want to come down

"F-fell i..i just"

"YOU WHAT? you what?"

"Didn't you love me before?"

"What?! HAHAHAHA me? Loving you HAHAHAHAH"

"What is funny?"

"Didn't you notice that I was trying to push you away the whole time?"

I was shocked by what I was hearing until these words came that broke me and made my soul tear apart

"I never loved you, I never cared about you, and I never will, even if you're perfect or you change, you're nothing to me, you and your AU you're just a mistake I don't even know how you were created. I wish you weren't"

"i-i see....you hate me that much huh?"

Here I couldn't hold myself, I burst into tears, I was crying so hard that my legs couldn't carry me, and I fell on the ground kneeling. Fell left, leaving me in this state, completely broken. How could he? what a jerk,I saw ink come out and he saw me in this situation and he was surprised and ran to me saying

"Lust!! oh my god what happened? You okay? Who did that to you?"

He was hugging me but I pushed him and ran quickly from the place I don't want to stay here for a moment

"L-LUST! WAIT!!"
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Until then

I don't want to make this chapter too long oh and happy late new year btw I hope you are happy this year^^