It's late at night, I'm not asleep
Loud throughts in my head
They don't let me sleep
Feel so much regret
Why did I do that
And why not
Why not
Why?
I know i'm the only one to understand
You just feel unsafe for no reason at all
Oh why won't anyone just give me their hand
You don't even have control
Why am I an overthinker?
Why is this so hard
My best is never enough
I can't let down my guard.
You just have to wait till it's over
Is what I tell myself at night
But why do my faults keep coming
Into my head, inside
Why am I an overthinker?
Why am I overthinking that as well
My best is never enough
I can't come out of my shell.
What even am I supposed to do
I'm not the talented one,
But it is almost over
Just one more hour till dawn.
Why am I an overthinker?
Why can't I make it stop?
My best is never enough
I can't ever open up.
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Chaos In My Mind
Poetry𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑀𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, 𝑜ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 ... This is a book of some poems I've written r...
