Morals
I sit outside letting the rainfall plunder down and hope to drown myself in it. Skywalker is inside working on the ship, not speaking a word to me after our quarrel.
I don't know what to do out here, so I just watch a puddle get bigger and bigger as the rain topples into it. The gloomy setting seems like it is a painting from my mind; it represents how melancholy I feel in these moments.
I wanted to give the Jedi space, but now I'm growing impatient and feel the need to apologize. All of my thoughts out here were all centered around what would I say when I apologize, yet I can't find the words to express my sorrow.
Only two words seem to make sense to me. I get up from my seat on the wing of the ship and hop down, hearing the mud slush with my pressed-on weight.
I venture back onto the ship and walk around, peeking in rooms to try and find him. I find him in a random hallway, replacing tarnished wires with new ones.
"What do you want?" He feels my presence as I walk up behind him. His tone of voice hurts, but it does not surprise me.
"I'm sorry," I voice out the two words I agreed to say. He sighs and drops his hands from the circuits.
"Look, I judged you so you judged me; it's fine," he pauses but then continues,"Though that friendly conversation can't happen again. We're not friends catching up, we're just..."
"Just what?" I question.
"Enemies," he finishes and gives me a side glance. I scoff as I begin to walk away, but then stop to turn back to him.
"Is that you or your morals speaking?" I ask, cuddling the cloak closer to my cold body.
"My morals," he replies simply.
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The rain has stopped, so Anakin turned off the shields and went outside to work on the damage outside of the ship. The Sun shines through the trees, adding a luscious glow to the mellow, foggy landscape.
I decided to space myself from the Jedi and work on my connection with Baltine. Of all the planets I have gone to, Baltine is one of the ones that isn't completely overrun by humanization.
While I am sitting down on the now dry grass trying to raise the three boulders in front of me, I hear a beep of a droid. The rocks slam back onto the ground and my eyes open.
I turn to see a blue and white droid coming towards me. I also notice the wet cloak I took off and placed on the ground to dry.
"And who are you?" It beeps to me, moving so it stands right next to me.
"A friend," I pat his rounded top with a small smile.
"A friend of Anakin's?" He chirps. I notice how happy the droid seems, always bubbly and positive.
"Not exactly," I answer with a small sigh.
The droid, who introduced himself as R2D2, stayed with me while I focus on my technique. Though I am in quite the scramble with his companion, he seems like he doesn't mind me.
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The Boundless Jedi (anakin skywalker)
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