12 gone part 2

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ok so my phone is still broken so im on my lap top still 

matt pov

ha! y/n laugh

y/n? your dead how are you here. i asked

what are you talking about matt i didnt die

MATTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chris yelled

i sat up fast from that dream of y/n 

what chris

nick said  that we need to make a video today. chris said

 oh um ok i will be there soon chris. matt said


later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant stop having dreams about y/n i hate it she was the love of my life and she is gone i know its not my fault but i cant help but think what if i could of saved her. we stopped  making youtube video but now today we are.her birthday was two weeks ago i forgot that she was dead because every birthday she would come running in my room and we would go out then hang out with chris and nick. so i forgot she was dead and i waited for her but she never showed up! i cried so hard that day. 

matt you ready nick asked walking into my room

 yeah i am. I  said 

i walked to the van and got it we all got in

AFTER THE VIDEO 

matt u ok. nick asked me

no no im not ok shed died its all my fault. matt said

no no no no its not. chris said 

life been pretty shitty ever since y/n died. nick said

have you guys been having dreams about her. chris asked

yep i have you matt have you been having dreams about y/n? nick asked me

yeah every night i hate it. i said

we all do. chris said nick nodded 

i waited for her on her birthday i forgot she was dead. i said

me and chris did too. nick said

matt im sorry you lost the love of your life but we lost our best fucking friend i know its hard but we miss you you never come out of your room we lost y/n and you matt in a way because y/n is dead you lock yourself away matt we love you but i think y/n is hating her self up there because she hurt you so pls for her and us stop hiding and come have fun for y/n. nick said i started cry

 i never knew i made them feel like this

fine im sorry i never knew i made you feel like this im sorry. i said

no its fine. nick said

hey you wanna play a game. chris asked me 

sure what game tho. i asked

its called make fun of nick. chris said

sure why not i have nothing better to do. i said

ugh have fun im leaving. nick said leaving the room 

NICK POV 

ok so my life without y/n sucks i miss her she GONE and i hate it i been having one dream over and over of y/n saying "nick why didnt you save me i hate you" i wake up crying every night thats every day at 5:36 then i cant sleep i miss her two weeks ago was her birthday i waited for her then it went 11:11 i knew she was not coming i cried its been hard with out her here we hanged out with her every day but now shes gone sometimes i just pretend SHes still her but shes at home sick but i know thats not ture i been texting her on facebook i know weird but i miss her sometimes i pretend she texts me back. i know y/n would hate herself up there that shes making us cry. 

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