W̶H̶Y̶ N̶O̶T̶ M̶E̶?

Bonus chapter

It is been 5 years since the incident happened 

time goes really fast and everything changed

right now I am with my my son Kimiyo 

we were at the park eating ice cream because he got a high score in his academics 

Kimiyo really reminds him of me 

I mean Kimiyo is also his child 

Kimiyo has the same eyes as his father 

I always imagined him carrying Kimiyo in his arms while laughing 

If only...

things could have been better 

I snapped out of my thought when my child called my name 

"Mom? are you okay? Is there something on my face?". my son asked

"Oh no no I just remembered something  hahaha, BTW where do you wanna go next since it is a present for you because you did a really good job at school" I said

"Oh I wanna go see daddy!" I said happily 

 looked at him for awhile and said  "Alright then let's go and see daddy show him that you got a lot of stars today okay? "

We got in our car and drove 

after a minutes of driving we have arrived in the cemetery

we got off and Kimiyo immediately run towards his fathers grave showing the stars he got in his school 

I looked at how happy my son talking to his dead father 

It hurts me 

I am really angry at you Kisaki 

I am really angry that after all that you have done and after years that have past

I still

Love you

If only you choose me Kisaki 

It just. . .

Why not me?

- end

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now that this story is finished I am now focusing in my other stories like Bonten's Chauffeur 

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