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4

I am not going to lie

This is one of my birthday that i enjoy.

I felt kinda happy that i didn't celebrate my birthday alone again. . .

We bought a lot of stuff like accessories, dresses, plushies, and we all got matching hoodies and necklaces.

I gain another friends and I'm happy.

I knew Tachibana for a long time since me, kisaki and Hina are in the same cram school but I don't consider my self as her friend because......hehe i don't know maybe she just think of me as a classmate not a friend and I'm too afraid to ask her to be my friend because I'm new to that school.

Kisaki is the only person i know in their and I didn't make any friends.

It's not like I don't want to make friends.

It's is hard for me to socialize with other at that time.

(But luckily i changed a little bit, i learned how to interact with other people.)

I'm not bullied in that cram school i just hear some gossip about why am i not talking or making friends with other kid and why am i only being friend with kisaki.

And speaking of Kisaki the other kids thought that he is a weird nerd who only cares for his grades and academics.

Well you're not wrong

but for me it's kinda cool you know.

I mean how could you bully a person for being smart? That doesn't make any sense you know.

And then one day, Hinata Tachibana enrolled in that cram school too.

In only a week she made a lot of friends.

She is very charming and smart kid too

A lot of people like her.

I wished i could do that too.

Time goes by.

i saw it all.

The way Kisaki look and talk to Hinata.

The three of us used to walk together but i felt like I'm being a third wheel.

I'm always at the back in silence when we're walking back home.

While the three of us walks back home, we saw a bunch of kids who's older than us, abusing a little kitten.

Hinata tried to rescue the cat but since she is a little girl she can't defend the cat or herself from those bigger kids.

But luckily there's a hero in a cape came to save a princess

Takemichi Hanagaki

Yes he's the boyfriend of Hinata Tachibana

I know that both me and Kisaki are hopeless romantic hahaha.

But he loves her and he's happy with her.

I don't want to ruin his happiness

Seeing him happy is enough for me

That is all i need.

The day ended and my birthday is over.

Both Emma-chan and Hina-chan thanked me and waved goodbye.

I entered my cold house again.

I'm back to my normal life again.

I greeted the maid with a big smile.

I go upstairs to my room a closed the door.

It's very quiet.

So cold.

It hurts.

I didn't even noticed that my tears were already dripping down my face.

Huh..?

Am i

Crying??

Why??

Why am i crying??

What am i even crying for..??

I laid down in my bed, and cried myself to sleep.

Hoping that when i wake up tomorrow morning.

Everything will be fine.

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Ayowww still hoping that you like this stories i feel like this book is getting cheesy but I'll try my best to give you guys a good book.

I'm still struggling about writing and school works tho hehehe

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