You don't know the real me.

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                                                                PROLOGUE

               Have you ever felt out of place? Like you don'belong? Forced to play the 'perfect' mask in your little 'perfect' world. That's how i feel every moment every second of the day...all 86,400 seconds.

Trapped

lost

defeated.

     sometimes i just wonder why i haven't just ended it myself. 

I put on a fake smile and walked stylishly down the runway. Showing off the dresses our fashion /model club designed.  We were having our annual  fashion show. As i walked down the runway people cheered and screamed my name. I mentally rolled my eyes. They don't know the pain i feel inside they don't know how i wish it could be me up there just watching the models instead of being one. I want a real boyfriend to love me for me and not just because I'm popular. I want real friends who'll actually care for me and not just worry about the new Lamborghini i got. I want.....its always i want but i never get. I JUST WANT TO BE ME.

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