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Chapter ❽

Tommy's POV:-

Today was the day,I was finally able to go home.
I wrote down the fight I remembered awhile ago,I still haven't asked Adam about it.
It seemed pretty bad and I'm not sure if he would be happy if I brought it up.

Adam walked into my room with a bag full of our stuff.
His face was so bright today,there was this sparkle in his eyes that I never wanted to fade.
His smile never left his face.
Adam was rushing around the room trying to collect everything.
I heard him sing a few times,and my god his voice is heavenly.
Maybe I can ask him to sing for me sometime.

"Baby" Adams gentle voice brought me back to reality.

"Let's go" another smile made its onto his face.
I smiled at him and got off the bed.
My head still hurt,but I didn't care.
I was pretty nervous to be honest,I know that he's my boyfriend.I know that I've lived with him for a few years now.
So why was I worried?
It was the thought of him being a complete stranger,that's what made me nervous.
I know he won't hurt me. But at the moment,I know nothing about this man that Is known as my lover.

He shut the room's door behind me and started to walk down the hallway that led to the exit.
He was practically jogging towards the door,I laughed quietly at how excited he was.
I quietly laced our fingers together,I liked the way my hand felt in his.It gave me a sense of security.
It was familiar.

He gave my hand a squeeze and kissed me on the cheek.
"I love you so much Tommy"

I blushed and looked away, I wasn't used to this.I felt bad for not being able to say it back.
Because at the moment,I wasn't sure if I loved this man.I know that I have in the past though.
But not right now.
If I did tell him ,I would be lying to him.

I heard Adam sigh next to me which made me feel worse.
He stopped in his tracks and turned me so I was facing him.
I looked into his eyes which caused a part of my heart to break,the sparkle was gone.
Instead it was filled with sadness,tears and a small glint of hope.

"Im not going to give up on you Tommy. I'm not going to give up on us."A sob escaped his lips.

I was the cause of this.
I was the cause of all his pain. He didn't deserve me.

"I don't care how long it will take. I don't care if I'll have to make you fall in love with me all over again."
His hands cupped my cheeks gently,he swiped away a few stray tears that stained my cheeks.
I didn't realize that I was crying.

"I'm going to fix this" he smiled sadly,I could tell he was fighting back tears.I kissed his cheek in hopes that it would make him feel better.
I took his hands in mine and gave them a reassuring squeeze.

"I trust you"

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