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plans

So what I'm going to do when I turn 18

move to the Uk 

block all contact from parents and family 

collage or become a streamer

That's basically it what I want todo

I have a younger brother and I feel bad for leaving him but fuck it

I don't want to deal with crying and being treated like a useless piece of shit

I don't want to spend my life like this

I want to at least have some happiness.

My parents took away phone and tablet 

no problem now I can't play games

My parents told me stop drawing

Alright I'll draw at school

My parents said go to college for science or med school

Ok I'll go to the UK

Don't be with friends for so long

Fine I'll say no to when I get invited to bday parties and hang outs

I guess I'm going to cry myself to sleep today also the one day I was happy and march was yesterday bc I had a nice chat with a friend.

And now that ruined to

Do I deserve to be happy or should I just act like everything is fine

I don't know

This book has been a great way for me to cope and I might make another book like with when I get to 100 chapters I guess DK

Thank^-^