Pain In Love || Completed

8. I was a virgin too..

R Y A N

Fuck. My head hurts, the first thing I registered after opening my eyes along with a light weight of something on my chest.

I looked down to see a brunette hair of someone laying down on me with my arms around her, when I looked closely I realised who it was,

DISHA

Fuck when did we end up like this, that's when I noticed under the sheer velvet blanket we both were naked, what the fuck has happened here

I felt her stirring in her sleep, I just hope she wakes up so we can talk

After few minutes of stirring, her eyes flutter open and she blinks few times before adjusting to the light, and soon meeting my eyes, with blush tinting her cheeks

God why is she blushing her cheeks is now pink just like her lips, my eyes trailed down her lips, it was so full and plump, god I just want to kis-

Just stop it, Ryan don't act like a fucking teenager, don't forget why this girl is here as your fucking wife

"What happened yesterday" I asked, already regretting drinking 5 glass of vodka

"Umm you don't remember" her blushing intensified even more

"I wouldn't have asked then now would I" I said, my tone harsh because I noticed her flinching visibly, I don't care I just need the damn answer even though I have a rough idea where this would lead but still I wanted to be sure

"Umm you know.. we did that.. that couples do" she said stuttering

She couldn't even say we had sex or just fucked each other because no way in hell I will make love to that women

"And you let me fuck you even though I was clearly drunk you took advantage of my drunkenness because you knew very well there is no way in hell I will ever touch you let alone fuck you, TELL ME" I shouted and by now she had tears in her eyes

"I... tried to stop you" she said while hiccuping

"Oh so now you are pushing all this on me when I was probably not even in my senses, wow disha you are an wonderful actor" saying this I went into the washroom, not caring I was butt naked

As soon as I shut the door I could hear her sobs and cries, to be honest it did something to me I just couldn't understand what it did to me but it probably didn't made me happy

Shut up Ryan don't be a fool, don't forget whose daughter she is and why is she here

I somewhat feel angry at myself how can I sleep with her even if I was drunk, I can't believe she was my first I gave my virginity to her gosh but somewhere in my heart I also feel happy, just don't know why

Heart matters are stupid so it's better if we shut it

Coming out of the shower, I knew she was still curled up in the blanket, I went into my closet without sparing her a glance, harsh I know but this is how I am

By the time I came out she was already inside the bathroom and the clothes that were scattered all around were no where in sight

I sighed in relief, didn't needed a reminder of what happened yesterday

As I was spraying my cologne, she came out of the bathroom with just her towel around her, I just don't know if she was always like this or things change once you have sex, cause right now she looked what you could say is...sexy

With water droplets dropping from her hair till disappearing inside her towel, I am definitely not developing a boner righ now do I, oh god this is embarassing, this is all her fault if she didn't had sex with me then I wouldn't had found her this.. appealing...

Don't lie you horny bastard you always have and always will find her appealing, don't forget you always used to glance at her secretly when you thought no one was looking.. my subconscious mocked me

By the time my eyes landed where she was standing a few minutes back she was already there fully clothed and ready.

Ignoring her like I always do, I took my briefcase I exited my room and went downstairs

"Good morning everyone" I greeted everyone with a small fake smile

After sometime she came down too and sat on her usual seat which is across me and besides kritika

Soon the breakfast were served by the maids and everyone started munching on their breakfast

Then somebody cleared their throat, I looked up from my plate to see it was dadi who did it

"As everyone knows I have not been here in my grandson's marriage but that doesn't mean I won't give him and his newlywedded wife any gift, Rajesh ji please bring it" One of our servants bought something in an envelope

I understood right away what it is, tickets she gifted me and raghav too

I just hated it not the place but to go with her as a couple

"I have booked your ticket to Paris I hope you enjoy it" Dadi said and samaira started coughing loudly

"Me and him? Together" she asked

"Yes samaira do you have any problem" dadi said and God she can be threatening at times when needed

After that everything went peacefully and I went to my office Rudra not joining me today cause his flight for Paris is booked for tonight so he can't come with me to office today

Sitting in car, I seriously pressured my brain to remember what happened yesterday

Flashes started passing my eyes, slowly and steadily I started remembering everything, looks like what she said was true I was the one insisting but still I was drunk and she was sober

I still don't know why I drank that much, was it because I was angry, but why, yeah I felt a little jealous a tiny part of me felt it, because she mentioned I was not her first love but can it really be true???

Was I really jealous??

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