Colors (rewritten)

MCKAYLA

From an early age my father always made it a point to tell me that I am the prettiest and smartest girl in the world, a rare combination of beauty and brains, he always says. In his own way its probably a parenting technique, a way to ensure that his little girl has confidence. And since my father is rarely wrong, I have always been confident in myself and everything that I do.

Unlike most girls, I'm not shy about embracing my beauty. If there's one thing that I learnt from my mother, it's that your looks can get you places, after all, she went from being a lowly secretary to being the wife of the big bad boss and all because my father couldn't help but fall for her charms and beauty.

And just like her, I'm not short on attention from the opposite sex. Even though I don't always acknowledge it, I notice the looks boys give me whenever I enter a room or walk past them. Some are disgusting, some are genuine but not one of them can hold a candle to Lukas because my boyfriend is in a class of his own.

Before Lukas I never even entertained the idea of dating because let's face it, no boy was good enough to handle me. But then one day he can up to me, the only boy I couldn't intimidate, he was bold enough to ask me and of course I said no at first but with his persistence and witty personality and good looks, especially those green eyes, I eventually gave in and gave him a chance. I was skeptical at first but then he wasn't a disappoint me and I couldn't help but fall for him.

And now that we had finally taken that step of being together completely, my feelings for Lukas are getting more and more serious, like I finally get what it's like to love someone emotionally as well physically.

I will probably never admit this to anyone but lately sex is definitely top five one of the things I'm constantly thinking about, and not just sex with Lukas but sex in general. Before doing it with my boyfriend, I always viewed sex as a dirty and meaningless thing boys used to manipulate girls. But now my views towards it have completely changed, I see now that sex is beautiful and wonderful especially when you are doing it right and with the right person.

As I finish off applying my makeup, I can't help but imagine how messy and rustled I will look after my much anticipated date with Lukas tonight. It's ironic because in the past if he dared mess up my hair or my makeup I would get really mad but now the thought of him fucking me so hard that he leaves me disheveled does things to me, things the lady in me used to frown upon not so long ago.

After a few more minutes of touching up my makeup and brushing my hair, I'm done and ready to go meet up with Lukas. Just as I'm grabbing my purse my mobile phone starts to ring.

"Hello?" I answer without checking to see who it is.

"Hey baby," comes in Lukas's sexy voice from the other side of the line.

"Hey you." I say grinning from ear to ear. "I'm leaving right now, I can't wait to see you." I add in a sultry voice.

"About that," Uhoh, I don't like the sound of that. "Baby I'm going to have to cancel...."

My smile immediately disappears. "What?" I have gone from excited to upset in a second.

"Something has come up. I'm sorry but I can't see you tonight." He sounds apologetic but I'm too irritated to care. "I will see you tomorrow, okay?"

"Yeah, whatever." I sound disinterested.

"Mckayla," I can hear him sighing. "You know I love you...."

"Don't you have to go?" I cut him off, not wanting to hear anymore of his excuses.

"Okay fine." Now he's the one who's irritated. "I will see you tomorrow. I love you." He says before hanging up, not giving me a chance to reciprocate.