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dear spring,

i am so tired of this lifestyle. I wish you could see how drained I am, how I want nothing to do with this anymore. I want to be free again and hide. I was better off as a nobody. why can't anybody see how tired I am? I feel so numb.

i want to feel something when I play music but at this point I feel nothing. I told one of the boys before and they kept saying "you wouldn't be where you are now if it wasn't for that" like I know that? Can I get tired?

fall, I just want your love and cuddles right now.

love yours always,

luke