I've never felt close to her and I'm not sure it'll change.
I'm all on my on if she not on my team .
It hurts but I'm used to all of this pain ...
The pain of a child who will never feel again.
But that's what it feels like... like I won't feel again but that's the problem because I can feel. I can.
And that's why this hurts to feel this way about one another...
Because a child should never feel loveless from her mother.
