They called you crazy and you laughed along.
You felt at ease while you two were so strong.
You saved your virginity to give to him as a gift.
He left you and played and moved on so swift.
Your confidence that day began to fade. You didn't even realize you were changing a shade.
He was king of hearts and she was the spade .
I've always understood how someone could get to you so much.
I never got how to like some others touch.
I didn't understand how there would never be a cure for me.
Just like I didn't realize this was the beginning of my insecurity.