If my heart talked

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Inside each and everyone of us,
We have a heart.

It directs everything;
From  the blood flow of our body,
To the feelings of grief or love.
Its the prime organ.


But,
I don't listen to my heart.
For it speaks the truth.
It speaks what I hide;
It speaks what I fear.

What if it talked now?
What would it say?

For once I want to let it speak.
Let people know what I really feel.

How I just sometimes wish to be dead.
Sometimes how I wish people would understand me better,
Instead of passing comments without knowing me.
Sometimes, I just wish,
That I could erase the drawing of my life,
And restart it again from a blank fresh page.
Sometimes I just wish to be a toddler.
No worries, no problems just playing all day.
Sometimes I wish there was indeed someone to hold me,
As I cried myself to sleep.

And sometimes I wish,
That I could overcome the fear 
Of not being loved or
Not being valued.

I just wish.
But I won't say that all;
Nor will I let my heart speak for me.
I will just sulk,
In my own silence.

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