Dear diary,
Today i got the news. I got a new heart. Im going to live. I dont even know what else to say, to feel. Im shocked. Yesterday i was fine with just having a few weeks left and now im gonna live. Thats if i survive the surgery and if my body accepts my new heart. The docor said that it might reject it. But still. Im gonna live. Im not gonna die. Thats to much for me to handle right now. I just cant belive it. IM NOT GONNA DIE. Wow im just so happy right now. I didnt realise until now how much i wanted this heart, how much i really wanted to live. Well we'll see if this goes as planned. I have to go now. My surgery is in 2hours and a nurse just came in and said that she was gonna prepare me for the surgery now. Wish me luck!
Love, Ava
