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Painted Red

Glint of silver

Flash of red

Nothing but pain and insanity

The feeling of madness creeping slowly into your mind

Pain that makes you want to scream

It makes you crazy

Endless, unreachable pain

An itch that you can't seem to scratch

Emotionless, out of control

Why doesn't it just end?

Fingers painted with red

Blood trickling down your arm

Life starts to fade

Consciousness begins to leave

You're emotionless, painless

Finally, it's gone

The screaming pain,

The never-ending torture

Is finally at an end

And so are you.

Destroyed

It's everywhere.

The horrible thoughts about ourselves,

the nasty looks we give others,

the reality our lives have become.

How did life go from carefree living and having fun

to this?

Didn't life used to be perfect?

Wasn't it everything you could want?

You had everything before

And now you have nothing.

What's the point?

How do you go from having everything and being perfect

to being everything you once despised in life

and having absolutely nothing to live for?

Will this rough patch ever pass?

When will the dark cloud dissipate?

Will we ever see the sun again?

This feeling,

this horrible feeling.

It's everywhere

and we just can't seem to escape it.

Because somehow,

we've managed to destroy ourselves

little bit by little bit.

We may never be the same people we once were;

Now we're destroyed.

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