~criminal~ skephalo

9.lies

⚠️tw⚠️:
Self hate
Crying
F-slur

Darryl's POV:

I got up and brushed my teeth and took a shower.
"Darryl you have not been going to university for the past week, you have to go today" my mother said

I singhed and took my backpack.
I coud not face him..
Not whit my stupid gayness.
Why, WHY? why did I had to be a faggot?
Tears started rolling down my face..

"DARRYL!! I have not spoken to you in a week, are you okay ?"
Zak asked me as soon I entert the classroom.
"Are you crying...?" He looked at my worried.
"N-no, I just had a bug flying into my eye" I lied to him.

Zak's pov:

A bug !?
Darryl always drove to school...
Maybe he walked to today... but stil.... it was weard.
No, it was not weard, it was a lie for sure
He cried. Cried alot
"So a bug went in both your eyes ?"
I asked him.
He just nodded..
I hurted to see my crush be so sad..

In the lunch break I took darryl backpack whit me.
"What are you doing whit my bag?" He asked.
"Nothing~" I said while evil smiling as I ran away.
I went to a classroom and locked the door.

I know this was wrong but he was clearly in pain.
I started to look through his stuff.
Pens,books,notes,knifes,food..
A DAIRY!.
I started thinking...
This is bad , realy bad.
But he clearly was is pain.
I will just read read the pages of the last week that's it.
I started reading.
There was stuf abouth his family and some old lady but his writing was so bad I couldn't read it

The last page was of yesterday, this page was was way better written so coud read it.
It seemed like a panic attack almost..
The words were crisscross over the paper some were through each other and some were sideways.
It looked like something you woud see in a mental hospital in one of those horror movies..

I started reading the words.

'Faggot'
'Worthless'
'Why'
'WHY'
'No one'
'Nothing'
'He coud never love me'

I was in shock of the things I just saw.
I quickly put evryting back in the backpack and whent back to the lunchroom.

After school I asked darryl if he wanted to see a movie whit me.
He agreed and so we went.
Even tho we had a lot of fun together my mind stil thought abouth his dairy.
Darryl and I wachted the movie 'sinister' .
Bc darryl was scared for horror movies I put an arm around him to comfort him.

After the movie ended we walked home together.

When I got home I started thinking about the words in his dairy 'fagot' 'he coud never love me'
But who was he talking abouth ?

Maybe abouth one of his online friends
Vincent..
He always teksted Vincent.
Was it him ?

I started to cry..
It was probably him...

Why tho...
Why not me...

Knock knock

"Evryting okay?"
My mother asked outside of my door.
"no..." I said while stil crying.
My mother walked in the room and sat nekst to me.
"Is it abouth your crush darryl ?" She asked me.
"y-yea....." I answered crying.
"what happend?" She asked me .
I started explaining how I noticed that darryl was sad and that I went through his dairy and saw the words and how I now think that he likes Vincent.

"How do you know for sure he is talking abouth Vincent and not you? I remember you told that he got red when you guys walked home together, and how he was worried abouth you" .
I looked at my mother.
She had a point when flirted whit him as joke he got as red as an tomato.
I suddenly remembered something.
I am also worried abouth him, he always has scars and bruises and in dairy there was something abouth violent and his family.
"Mom I am going to visit darryl" I said to her .
I went outside and ran to darryl's house