𝙉𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 - 이희승

03

" done "

Clicking the keyboard that were gifted by her when she first came to his home, he observed the finished song at 12am

Ding

Grabbing the phone under all the crumpled paper , he got a notification which he expected from her after the hangout from the park.

[ Hyejin ]

It hurts how i cant
< call him mine ')

< How do i tell him?

< Should i confess again?

It hurts so bad. It hurts seeing her hurt and at the same time how she kept chasing someone she'll never called him hers like him.

Soobin is sure a good guy >

Maybe he'll accept you more
than friend >

Just wait for the right timing >

Just wait for the right timing huh..
Maybe if he waits a little longer he'll get it soon.

< Sure heeseung

< Just wait for the right timing..

< Totally need that

< Thanks Heeseung!

Why do he keep helping her when he know damn well that it kills him? Its stupid how he believes that he'll be happy if she's happy to finally call the older hers even though he cant call her his

He wanna ache for her

A warm smile that make him drawn to her

A precious and fragile body that he will never get embrace

The peachy lips he could never imagine

Feeling his body temperature started to heat up,

he quickly going through all the bottle on his table to control his body temperature before getting a fever because how much he's craving for her love.

His body started to burning up because of her

He want to embrace her with his warmth so bad that but he cant never touch her

He doesn't want to cross the line

The line he'll always told himself to stay away so that he wont ruin the little relationship that they have due to his self conscious

Due to his needs

She's so close yet so far from him

The more he's hurt the more he wants her

The more he want to rise up his ego and make her his

Acting like a mad person, he run out of the studio for a bottle of bottle and yet there were none.

Forgetting that he took the last one when he's working on the song

He wasn't aware of it and now he's stuck with this lovesick fever.

His heart thirsts for her love as much as he's thirsts for a cold water with his burning self now

His own body feels like its burning and yet he's still want her embrace

Right at this moment

But he stopped himself and lower his ego

Collapsing on the floor with nothing to help his body, he eventually faint with that temperature.

What would he say to her if he's absent tomorrow?

How he caught a fever because of her?

So my dumbass decided that it will be a good idea to use fever lyrics in this book 😟😟 PLS I WAS CRINGING SO MUCH THAT I WANT TO THROW MY PHONE IN THE TOILET BOWL AND BURIED MYSELF ALIVE 😩😩 IM SORRY YALLLL