Daastan hai yeh - is deewane ki

part - 25 Broken

Then Sharanya returned to her home there she saw that tara and Radhika were there ....... She saw them but silently went to washroom after freshen up she came out sat beside chair silently ........

Tara : humse nahi puchogi ki hum kyu aayi hai yaha ?........ ( Won't ask us why we have come here ?...... ) 

Sharanya : kyu ?.......... ( Why ?...... )

Tara : kyunki kal se tum bohot pareshan thi ....... Na humse milne aayi aur na humse kuch bataya !......... Tumhe pata bhi hai main aur radhika tujko leke kitna stressed thi ........ ( Because since yesterday you were very upset ....... Neither u came to meet us nor told us anything !...... You  know how stressed we were about you ....... )

Sharanya's eyes got red tears were dwelling in her eyes ....... Tara says ....... Kya hua Sharanya ?....... She couldn't hold herself for long ........ She just poured everything to both of them ....... After that she says .......

Sharanya : main kya karu tara ?........ Kaise samjhau vyom ko ye sab ?........ Samjhana toh dur uske ye baat bolne ka bhi himmat nahi hai mujhme ........ Isiliye maine usse mussorie bhej diya tha ....... Na jaane kitna dard diya hai maine usse ........ Ab na chahte hue bhi mujhe usse dur jaana pad raha hai ....... Kyu ?....... Main kabhi vyom ko dard mein nahi dekhna chahati par usko sirf meri vajah se hamesha dard mil ra hai ....... Says cryingly ...... 
( What should i do tara ?........ How should I explain all this to Vyom?..... I don't even have the courage to talk about this to him ..... That's why i sent him to mussorie ....... Don't know how much pain I have given to him.......now I have to go away from him even though I don't want to....... Why ?..... I never want to see Vyom in pain but he is always in pain just because of me ..... )

Radhika : Sharanya !....... Pehle tum ye batao ....... Tumhe aise kaise himmat huyi ki tu ne uss shiv ki papa se ye kehke aayi ho ki tum vyom ko samjhogi ki woh tumhe bhul jaye ........ unhone tumhari baat isiliye maan liya tha kyunki usko vyom ki pyaar ka koi andaaza nahi hai !...... Par tumhe toh sab pata haina ...... Aisa nahi hai ki tumne vyom se keh diya ki woh tumhe bhul jaye aur woh bhul gaya ho ......... Waah !...... Abhi khud tumne kaha ki tumhe vyom se iske baare mein baat karne mein bhi dar lagta hai .......... Tumhe pata haina in sab karne ka natija kya hai ......... ( Sharanya !..... First u tell me this ...... how dare u to say that Shiva's dad that u'll make vyom understand that he should forget u ...... They accepted your wirds because they had no idea of ​​Vyom's love ...... But you know everything right …… It's not that you told Vyom that he should forget you and he forgot u ………  waah !.... Just now you said that you are afraid to even talk to Vyom about it ....... you know well what would be the result of doing all this ......... )

Sharanya : abhi tumne jo bhi bola woh sab sach tha .... Par shiv ki papa ne mujhe sirf do options diya hai ...... Shiv ki pyaar ko accept karna ya vyom ko hamesha chod dena ........ Tum hi batao in me se kaunsa chununga main ....... Isiliye maine unse ye bola ki mujhe ek mauka de ki main vyom se baat karke dekhu ........ Mujhe pata hai ki jis raaste ko maine chuna woh karna bohot mushkil hai ....... Par main vyom ki dil ko toot the huye nahi dekh sakti ........ ( Whatever you said was true…..But Shiv's father has gave me only two options ...... Accepting Shiva's love or leaving Vyom forever ......... You tell me which of these will I choose ....... that's why I told him to give me a chance to talk to Vyom ..... I know it's very difficult to go on the path I choose ....... but I can't see Vyom's heart getting broken....... )

Tara : acha !....... Toh tum uski dil todne se bachana chahti ho usse ye kehke woh tumhe bhul jaye right !........ I don't think in me se koi farak nahi samajh aa ra hai mujhe ......... Tum sirf vyom ka dost bankar soch rahi ho Sharanya ......... Ek baar uski point of view se socho ........ Uska haal kya hoga ye sab sunkar ........ ( Really !..... So you want to avoid breaking his heart by telling him that he should forget you right !...... I Don't think there's any difference in these  ……… you are thinking of being only Vyom’s friend, Sharanya ……… Think once from his point of view........ What he would be after hearing all this ...... )