His EX-HUSBAND (Forthbeam)

15: your sorry mean nothing

Wayo came from the exhausting practice from the studio. He entered the lift. He was so stressed due to sudden revelation that the only thing calm him down is to dance. He dance for hours. But still didn't felt any better. The guilt was consuming him. He felt like a horrible person. How could he say those words to their Beam? He was like brother to him. Knowing that his childhood was hard, they all were more attentive to him. Specially Phana. Wayo couldn't help but blame himself. No one blame him but he knew he was the one who triggered Phana to act harshly towards Beam that day. Why didn't he shut his mouth like others? Like ming, Kit and Lam. They all were hurt but they didn't react like he did. Phana was exception cause Beam and Phana's relationship was like true brothers, they were there for each other in past in their hard times. But he, he didn't have any right to say such harsh things to him. Now, his deed was hunting him. He was afraid, afraid of Beam and Phana not forgiving him. He remember how Phana looked at him harshly when the truth got reveled other day. He always seen love and care in Phana's eyes for him but this time it was something different. Hatred. Yes that's what he saw for himself in Phana's eyes.

But the thing happened, there is no going back now. He has to apologize to Phana, Forth, Beam and Forth's child. He knew it will be hard but he was willing to do anything for their forgiveness. He started to head to the apartment as the lift reach the floor. He was tired and wanted to sleep as soon as possible. He halt in his track when he saw the bags outside their apartment door. He felt irritated. They are really irresponsible. So he pick up the heavy bags and went inside, throwing the bags on couch he yelled at whoever left them there. Whoever would it be will now has to handle all yelling of Wayo who will possibly went out all his stress on the person.

Wayo: YAH YOU DOUCH BAGS, WHO THE HELL LEAVE THOSE BAGS OUTSIDE THE FREAKING DOOR?

Wayo yelled on top of his lungs, making sure his voice reach every corner of apartment. HE was about to throw a fit when he saw a kid, yelling and running at him. What the hell, did he enter wrong apartment. He backed a little, but the kid came running and hugged his leg tightly.

Hanie: I finally met you yoyo.

Wayo was frozen in his spot. He has met so many sasang fans in his life but this little one seems to get further inside than those. How the hell he enter the apartment. He looked down, looking at the small figure now hanging on his right leg, and looking at him.

Wayo: Who are yo- OH MY GOD!

He knew who it is. The hell, anyone could tell who he is. Those eyes and bunny smile was so familiar to him. He stare at the bunny smile of the kid. Maybe he was dreaming. His eyes playing games with him. There is no way Beam let his son back in this place.

Hanie: I am big fan of you yoyo.

Wayo: OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD. DON'T TELL ME HE IS-

Wayo practically yelled trying to back away from kid, but the kid hugged his leg tightly, not even flinching at his sudden outburst. He is really here. In real. He was still in shock. When he saw Lam and Kit come out of the guest room.

Kit: Yeah. You are guessing it right.

Lam: He is big fan of yours Wayo. Right Cute Han?

Wayo followed Lam's gaze. He couldn't help but coo at the now hysterically nodding kid, smiling at him. He looks so cute. He was about to pick him but the thought how he called him names in past hold him back. He didn't deserve of his love. There was no right of his to be the fan of this cute little one. He looked at his band mates.

Wayo: B-but. How could he h-here? No one told me.

Hanie: Can you give me your platogragh. Pleaseeeeeeeeee